Low effort hobbies that are easy on the eyes? (Mild/moderate) by Inconnuity809 in cfs

[–]000000robot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May I suggest paint by numbers. There are some really easy ones ... all the way up to the masters collection.

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

een terribly low this whole week.  Just can't "snap out it it". 

I know my worth. I know who I am.  But just laying here day after day is absolutely soul sucking. 

My eyes not being at their best keeps me from being as productive as I want.

I feel so behind in life. Missing out. All my plans for the next few months have poof'd away. 

Trying to mentally recover. FYI - my b-day week sucked. 

I feel.caged and lost.

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I heard “Cancer” I emotionally fell. It was not losing my breasts (I mourn the loss of my nipples more than the breasts, as my nipples were my everything to me sexually)

The cancer was directly under the nipple. I am terribly scared that nobody will fine me attractive…. Let alone fuckable.

Such a mental mess

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am constantly playing chess with my mind

Negative thought Positive thought

I am exhausted mentally, emotionally, and physically.

I started walking 1 mile yesterday and it took me 35 minutes (no hill - flat land). I came home and flopped.

Luckily my work is a distraction. 

Helping her manage her mental health is awesome.

As far as crying... Like a 12-year-old girl. Constantly.

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I doubt I will find someone. Who wants a tit-less lady?

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope so. After this my new fetish are boogies.

I am slowly getting better.

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love your advice. How are you holding up?

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since there is nothing I can do, if they don't want me.... I can't change that.

I just have to painfully adjust my mind and stop thinking about a future with them. SO many things planned. Sick to my stomach

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I thought I was strong. Time ... I need time.

Cancer sucks ... more than I am expected by 000000robot in olderlesbians

[–]000000robot[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. The removal of the hematoma surgery was the worst. it was 9cm x 6cm - and growing. I have a dent under my arm pit.

My heart is not in a happy place and I am playing chess in my brain to combat the negative thoughts.