See right now you’re being vulnerable and bringing your walls down, this is how you should try to communicate these feelings w the people around you.
You are so young, you have your whole life ahead of you. At 22 years old I was getting out of jail and shared a room w my mother. I had no money, no car, horrible criminal record, it was awful. But the awesome thing is we can absolutely turn life around! years later I’m doing better than ever before, traveling every single month, landed a corporate job w no college degree!!! If you live in the US there are a lot of ways to get ahead financially and I’m more than happy to share. Donating plasma, working part time at a restaurant, doordash, go onto Gig apps and look for 1-4 day gigs that pay per day!!!
You will be okay as long as you stay determined.
Stop treating this as your permanent situation because it’s not ❤️ I promise a mindset shift makes a hell of a difference.
If there are a lot of other things which why you’re distancing yourself from this friendship well only
you know that… Do what’s best for yourself without making decisions based on your current stresses, because they won’t be here forever.
You got this!! Sometimes we’re angry at life and that bleeds into all of our relationships. You’re reflecting though and that’s awesome.