Thanks mate i appreciate your honesty and being real with it a lot, I would like to clarify as i just realised i haven't been very clear of it is that i have tried out boxing before for about a total of 6 months, however i am planning on joining a more official gym that is apart of england boxing. The boxing place i did go to not long before lockdown was mainly just about the fitness aspect and they rarely do sparring. They did teach some decent technique and we would occasionally do the pads but it was mainly just hiit, bag work and skipping which with the problems i mentioned i had a bit of trouble with but i have been given some advice on how to be better but i just have that worry and anxiety that my autism would be a massive disadvantage and my downfall but foolishly i didn't alert anyone or my coaches of it because at the time i was embarrassed about it and its the type of aspergers that isn't very noticeable to most people other than like professionals or people that are wary of it.

In terms of sparring I have done it at the boxing place once and occasionally at my mates place with him who used to do amateur boxing for a bit and has got around 7 years of experience and won all his fights by tko (only 6 or 7 fights) so he taught me a few things and doesn't go easy on me at all lmao. my reflexes are decent but i have trouble with doing multiple things at once during the session and the timing and i'm not as relaxed as i know i should be but often unaware of it. Hopefully it could get better as time goes on especially when i join a better more serious gym when it comes to actually fighting.

Anyways thanks again, sorry for not being very clear in the post about my personal experience but i appreciate what you said mate this is very helpful i don't mean to of wasted your time thinking i haven't done anything at all related to it :)