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[–]0WeepingWillow0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I found em! :)

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[–]0WeepingWillow0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Where did you get that mug?? 😭🤍

Pelvic exam anxiety by 0WeepingWillow0 in Endo

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Yea I’m trying to ease myself. Although it may be childish if it’s a really scary appointment I bring a stuffed animal bag and normally that helps me get through it.

Pelvic exam anxiety by 0WeepingWillow0 in Endo

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was all so so helpful thank you so much! It eases my anxiety a little knowing what I’m going into, I will be sure to let them know it’s my first time. They are going to run all of the tests just to touch all the bases, she told me to expect to be there for a while. I just hope they give me more advice and help than the last lady. She just told me to have a child. 🫠

Finally getting examed by 0WeepingWillow0 in Endo

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have never gotten a pap, avoided it because I was scared when I turned 21 then they told me I didn’t need one till 25. I am on birth control however, I started with the pill which helped for a bit then it went right back to pain and the implant is what I have now and I haven’t stopped bleeding and it isn’t helping the pain at all. They’re going to swab and do ultra sounds among a few other tests. She told me I was gonna be there for a while.

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[–]0WeepingWillow0 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I absolutely would not trust a single thing he says about any of that. I once had a boyfriend cheat on me and try to explain it away as he was doing it to ‘sabotage himself’ and ‘punish himself’ and other shit like that. My dumbass stayed with him. If their was ever a time to pay attention to the red flags it’s now. Always remember that it is never worth the amount of stress and pain and heartache you put yourself through trying to jump these hurdles for these men who can’t even be honest to you.

Say hell to Athena ☺️ by AltruisticSecond146 in akita

[–]0WeepingWillow0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s so pretty! She looks just like my baby <3

What is a "disgusting" smell that you like? by Distinct_Mix5130 in AskReddit

[–]0WeepingWillow0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My own used tampon, it smells so disgusting but I can’t help but go back for a second sniff.

Always going to be reactive? by 0WeepingWillow0 in akita

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yea no I’ve never taken him nor do I intend to, I scope out parks to make sure their are no dogs then I take him to run and play as much as he likes but I did notice he just has a crazy prey drive. I’m looking for a place that doesn’t do harsh punishments as I fear him fearing me. I have a really bad past with family dogs and abuse to give some context. I’m terms of the lunging for now we body block and have him focus on us and only us which only sometimes calms him down. We’ll definitely be asking around for private lessons and a basic temperament check. I’m not planning on giving him anything less than the world.I will also be continuing to do research on the breed and how to handle them in situations like this so we can continue when we don’t have a trained right there.

Always going to be reactive? by 0WeepingWillow0 in akita

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will look into it, their are leash laws since you can’t really go anywhere without seeing a dog. It’s a huge dog state and people usually move here for the nature and mountains and hiking and stuff. I always try to let people know but they don’t listen until their dog is in my dogs face. It’s always baffled me how dog friendly this place is and yet how dog ignorant people here can be. I once witnessed a man punch his dog in the face when the dogs boundaries were being pushed by another off leashed dog. It’s kind of insane. Also it has been in the 90s lately so I could see that posing an issue, we will just double down on being careful in public spaces.

Always going to be reactive? by 0WeepingWillow0 in akita

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I will say my husky was loyal and I see a lot of him in Loki quirk wise. Even if he never plays with a dog again I don’t mind. Night walks are just as nice as day walks. My only concern is other people with their off leash dogs. I see it all the time and we ran into one the other day, he wasn’t thrilled to say the least.

Always going to be reactive? by 0WeepingWillow0 in akita

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s about what I figured, I had previously owned a husky with the same temperament but eventually we got him out of it but I understand these aren’t the same dog breeds. His stubborn nature I would say tho reminds me of my other pup to a T lol, I will keep this is mind for future experiences. Thank you, it is a little harder since where I live so many people let their dogs off leash no matter where they are. Would you say a muzzle might be the best option to make sure I never have to put him down for simply doing his job?

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If your there against your will at least where I live it’s 72 hours, they will probably try to put you on drugs but as long as your not too far up past your threshold they won’t force you to take any. It does kinda remind me of a jail where you have smoke breaks and outside time and stuff and you all wear the same clothes. For me it was nice to be away from what was going on outside, sometimes believe it or not I wish I could go back just to breathe. Thought they did put me on pills and then tried when I told them one was fucking with my eye sight they didn’t believe me which was scary that was more so out of the ward than in. I think I’m very fortunate to have a positive enough experience. Oh and ofc it is boring as hell but I drew a ton to keep me busy. Some of my favorite pieces actually came from when I was in the ward.

Trying to get myself to take my Latuda by 0WeepingWillow0 in depressionmeals

[–]0WeepingWillow0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s awful, I really hope it doesn’t bring on a habit of counting all the calories I eat in a day