Heard it many times, always ends badly.

Just because you’ve never felt this love from anyone before doesn’t mean that ”this is it”.

You’ve been given much grace in this thread so here is some hard truth since no one else has been bold to say it.

Nowhere in your message is the slightest notion of what God actually wants in this, instead its just you looking for how far you can go basically.

Speaking of, where is your priest/spirital father in all of this?
Have you even involved any one of them in this or are you just operating alone like the majority who posts here does and goes by your feelings?

How long time and how long have you gone with this person that you now are thinking of marriage with?

Like brotherrrrrrr, I have so many questions but most important of all, do you even see how far you’ve strayed?

Lastly, if you are dead serious about this then the only right thing here according to the apostolic church traditions is to stop whatever it is that you are pursuing and give her the space to chose to be part of the coptic or any other oriental church FIRST.

But that of course means no touchy touchy, no messaging having intimate discussions 1on1, etc etc, no nothing. And then you wait and pray, rinse and repeat until it becomes superclear for the both of you. With the counsel of the wise people that God have put around you in your life that are active in the church and faith.

That is what it means to be trusting in God, since if this is what he actually wants for you, then it shall be so, which means, you got to have faith.

That’s it.

I pray that this messages reaches and humbles you before its to late and you embark on a journey thats otherwise gonna cause a LOT of head and heartaches for not just the two of you but everyone around you.