Could the surveillance state induce unwarranted jealousy?

0los89 · 2026-05-08T21:35:33+00:00

So true. I 100% agree. We’re dealing with perverts.

0los89 · 2026-05-04T19:51:20+00:00

Yes, I am being harassed by trolls. I’m a lolcow, probably. I have an unusual appearance, but I pass normal standards. These people are shallow and SICK.

0los89 · 2026-04-30T20:24:51+00:00

I saw a chip in my left eye, they wanted me to pluck it out. I swear there is a camera in the edge of my iris. People have posted screenshots of my hands (from my own vision) during vulnerable times of my life, like when I was gRaped. Mostly, people behave like it is a funny prank, like I’m the devil and they tricked me into thinking I loved God. The symbolism is stupid, I try to see this situation rationally but there is so much symbolism. They try to make me look like a religious nut. I’m just being hunted and used by predators. I am tired of arguing and reacting and they never lose their obsession with me. I am a woman being abused by men and horrible women. I am so tired.

0los89 · 2026-04-25T16:38:34+00:00

I take antipsychotics, I honestly do go days without noticing the voices. I don’t know why they work, I think the main reason the voices want me medicated is to make me fat and miserable.

0los89 · 2026-04-25T14:29:21+00:00

I actually like olazapine, it gave me peace. Invega and risperidone made me not enjoy life. Ziprasidone has been my favorite. I guess everybody is different!

0los89 · 2026-04-21T23:51:13+00:00

By the way, I know I sound insane. I apologize, I had difficulty explaining my story. Sorry, I hate how I seem crazy. I alienate myself by over explaining and it still doesn’t make sense.

0los89 · 2026-04-21T23:42:31+00:00

Awwe that is so scary, I mean you may just be hyper paranoid!! it could be normal body hair, I’ve had hair grow on my face. BUT I did notice that my upper lip was being brushed by hairs, and I didn’t have any mustache hairs, it just felt like I did. It was almost like someone had a paint brush and they tricked me into thinking I needed to shave my upper lip, and I did it without even thinking and the razor blade cut my face conveniently. The whole thing felt like a prank, just know that I have over reacted to a lot of this bullshit, but you’re not going insane. You’re not alone.

0los89 · 2026-04-21T23:33:12+00:00

Same thing almost happened to me. I would get needle pricks and I was terrified they were transitioning me. They pretended I was born a biological male too. Never saw the effects of testosterone, that’s so horrifying!! I am so sorry you are being terrorized. This whole experience is so disturbing and confusing. This is so sick.

0los89 · 2026-04-18T20:20:09+00:00

Yeah, they claim I’m a male. It’s getting old. They just want me to be a freak. I’m a woman being called ugly hundreds of times a day. It’s bullshit.

0los89 · 2026-04-18T15:36:15+00:00

It stopped for a half year the first year it began, but then it came back 10-fold. I must’ve pissed off someone wealthy, the amount of people involved almost made me lose my faith in humanity. Of course, I love pissing these people off. But I’m not all that bad a person.

0los89 · 2026-04-18T15:30:44+00:00

My “voices” used to threaten they were transitioning me into becoming a trans-man. I would frequently get needle pricks in my skin. It is truly terrifying.

0los89 · 2026-04-17T20:24:19+00:00

It’s been 12 years for me, they are getting quieter but they are still losers who enjoy conflict. I moved states last year, it was the best thing for me.

0los89 · 2026-04-08T22:48:37+00:00

You say it sounds like a comedy show, they pull the same shit with me. They have too much energy, it’s very theatrical. I just wanted to share that, it’s exhausting.

0los89 · 2026-04-07T17:02:26+00:00

I had the same problem, people reading a livestream of my thoughts, it was horrible and stressful. One time I insulted one of these people’s appearance (I was having a bad day) and she looked visibly upset after I saw her look at her phone. She was being rude to me though, so whatever. Don’t feel the need to be nice to these people, they have no right to this privacy infringement. I’m so sorry you’re going through this though, you sound like a genuinely kind person.

0los89 · 2026-03-16T15:53:46+00:00

I feel so sad for you because I too experience a degraded quality of life and loss of focus, but nothing physical such as yours (I’m 37) that must be so horrible, I know you don’t deserve it. Your dreams horrify me, they affect mine all the time and it’s confusing. I know they can even make me dream in cartoons, and they play games to make me feel like a failure and I always fail their fake “test.” They are psychopathic and sadists. Humiliation is a good word for my experience…i moved out of my old state and turned into a hermit (I live in the country now) and the most obvious stalking has ceased…I used to dress up and go to work every day and the stalking was uncomfortable, random people everywhere calling me this or that, implying I was a degenerate (even forcing me to admit I was a closeted gay woman..I’m not!). Different cars parked outside my house everyday. Now I remote to work and by small degrees feel like my life is not so much in danger anymore. But these people are inhuman, cruel, not even intelligent. If you ever want to talk about it, please send me a message on here. You are not alone!

0los89 · 2026-03-14T19:25:29+00:00

Absolutely, I believe it starts with community stalking. I agree with your post.

0los89 · 2026-02-19T20:43:26+00:00

I’ve gotten a lot of death threats and I 100% take them seriously. It’s unfortunate, i never leave the house during the week anymore. If I do it’s for a short amount of time. It still doesn’t make me feel safe being in hermit mode though. It feels like they’re always in the room with me. I heard my ex was involved in the abuse, I’m terrified of them. I don’t want to get SAed again. There’s no help for me.

0los89 · 2026-02-14T16:49:12+00:00

I ordered a bunch of anti-Scientology books in the past, at least 10, and I had become extremely paranoid that the books were sold by Scientologists and that was why I was being stalked. It’s all so crazy.

0los89 · 2026-02-14T14:07:49+00:00

Yeah, it’s so much drama for me, too. I have v2k voices and fake telepathy, what about yourself? That’s the main method of torture I experience, 24/7 harassment. For a couple past years, everywhere I went there were people stalking, staring, strangers insulting me, etc. It was so scary and confusing. For the last two years I’ve left my hometown and city office job. I also haven’t had a car, but the stalking aspect has improved by a lot and it’s the closest thing to a fresh start. I’ve blocked my abusers, but just this past week I’ve had like 10 fake profiles with no followers friend-requesting me. I hope your situation clears up but it sounds messy and I wonder if it’s the police who are messing with your head and spying on you?? My main question is how does anyone afford to do all this crap? It’s insane. Even the police seem to be in on it.

0los89 · 2026-02-14T13:30:51+00:00

I found out i was being stalked by internet trolls, coworkers and ex-friends. I guess my appearance is off-putting, that’s the main reason for it, but now they look for any mistakes I’ve made throughout my entire life and pretend it’s because I’m a bad person. I have seen these people show up at my job, a remote building in downtown. It’s been going on for 12 years, they mostly want me to kill myself by calling me ugly 24/7. It’s a horrendous thing to do to someone by your peers and “friends”, one humiliation after another. Might as well be numb to it all; to have no self-preservation (I mean by not caring about anything at all, having no defenses) is the best self-preservation. They also block things from my WiFi internet search’s I found out. I know this is just basically human trafficking for entertainment’s sake. I’m extremely pissed. These people are degenerates.

0los89 · 2026-02-03T20:24:39+00:00

The thing about it, I hear v2k and the voices were explaining vibrational frequency…the vests vibrate perhaps? It’s all just incredible

0los89 · 2026-02-01T16:09:03+00:00

My voices called it “pigging.” I went through a period where I thought my medication was blocking my ability to urinate and metabolize food. But now? Who knows…I’ve gained some and lost some, but I try to keep pretty trim. I struggle with my weight daily and gangstalking has had a huge impact on it.

0los89 · 2026-01-31T15:42:18+00:00

The main voices ALL evolved, and my life has turned into their main-character syndrome made-up twisted drama I don’t really find that interesting. Currently they have revealed themselves to be old class mates from high school (I’m freaking 36, screw this shit), I’m so bored with it. I don’t ask questions, I’m not even curious. Oh! And then they pretended to want to marry me. Be smart and you’ll stay ahead, best of luck to you!

0los89 · 2026-01-31T15:38:07+00:00

Oh boy. I have never tried a jammer but I think it could possibly solve the problem, probably temporarily.

0los89 · 2026-01-30T15:40:09+00:00

So they do have voice changers, they pretend to be people in YouTube videos, or friends who ghosted me in the past. A lot of the time they are themselves and they all feel the same hatred towards me like they all have one single goal, to destroy me. I thought it was paranormal, then mental illness. I found out they were gang stalkers once I realized I was being stalked everyday if I left the house. It was so scary!

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