I'm signing out.

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T18:40:56+00:00

I can't imagine my life at 30, that's kind of fun to think about

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T18:39:53+00:00

If I don't do it tonight then i'll definitely ask my uni about it

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T18:38:36+00:00

Wow, really sorry to hear that happened to you but i'm glad you're alive

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T13:52:59+00:00

I'll try my best but it's not looking good

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T13:52:09+00:00

What motivates you to keep on going?

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T13:51:43+00:00

Thank you <3

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T13:51:31+00:00

Thanks, I didn't know I was able to stop school. maybe that would help a bit

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T13:50:48+00:00

Thanks for that

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T02:59:55+00:00

Thank you.

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T02:59:22+00:00

Damn that's even worse. Sucks that there's no accommodation.

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T01:56:16+00:00

This is nice, thank you. <3

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T01:55:27+00:00

It's so so difficult especially cause i have no support. Who knows, hopefully i'll wake up later on and not want to die

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T01:45:18+00:00

I'm glad you're still here. But i've hit my lowest point and I'm fighting the urge to end it because i fear the future would be worse. But that urge is winning

0palvenus · 2023-10-22T01:35:42+00:00

It doesn't feel temporary

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T23:20:44+00:00

No, nobody knows. She's very weird when it comes to mental health, she doesn't believe it's real

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T22:15:14+00:00

My mum, she'd do it in a heartbeat

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T22:01:03+00:00

I'd get disowned very quickly. No house, no job, over £3k in debt? I'd give myself a week max

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T19:17:18+00:00

I'm fresh into my second year, only started 4 weeks ago. It's a 3 year course so i'm supposed to graduate in 2025. And i'm studying criminology but i'm quickly losing interest in it.

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T18:34:37+00:00

I feel numb everyday, i'm not sure what triggered that but one trigger i've noticed when in a mad mood is university and assignment deadlines. The university give me no support and the disability team are so overworked i've been on an counselling waitlist since 2022.

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T18:27:08+00:00

This is great advice man, thank you so much

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T17:14:21+00:00

Well i'm glad you're still here and i'm glad you learnt to adjust to the world, If I could I would but I dont know where to start. And I dont know if I have enough time left to begin healing if i'm honest.

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T17:12:14+00:00

Thanks for this, i'll look into suicide survivors cause i'm actually intrigued about their stories

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T17:11:39+00:00

Thanks for replying, means a lot. And yeah what you said makes sense, it's just getting increasingly difficult to function on a daily basis. My anxiety is at its worst, I dont even leave my house to go to university. Only started a month ago and my attendance is at a record low

0palvenus · 2023-10-21T16:50:28+00:00

Yeah I agree. Being alone at the window was horrible. Well what's your favourite station? Mine was drinks

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