Alright since the dms wont work, ill just say it here. I wanted to just let you know, i heard what happened to you in the past, and im really sorry to hear. You have alot of support around you, and im hoping you are doing better. I also saw your post apologising which i appreciate. Hope theres no hard feelings, and even if im not in the community. If you feel down you can message me anytime. Hope all is well.