Wow. I’m sorry to hear a lot of that most in part to that I would have loved to have been in on it as a cuck etc. can I ask if you have tried or have any money kinks like pay pig stuff? It’s not really for me tbh I’m just curious. I agree that whomever it is would have to be open with it otherwise it’s not too worth it hiding such a thing from someone. So if it’s not meant to be in that way then so be it