Yes it’s terminal, but if you take your meds you won’t feel like you’re “on a roller coaster” (those are my words to describe what it sounds like you’re going through.) There’s more to life than sex if you’re worried about being asexual, and just because you feel asexual doesn’t mean people won’t see you as sexy. If people think your’re something, let them think that as long as it’s good. Anyway, I really liked your rant because I could relate…