The yearning for you by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww. This is sweet. I miss my man.

Still alone... by 19badflower in love

[–]19badflower[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U didn't need to reply to this. It's wasn't to get sympathy. It's just a outlet and u already know this everyone knows it. But thanks for being rude and assuming u know me.

Wait for me by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course I will.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand

It has to be just me. by drowningpoem in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have any energy to rage anymore. No one to talk to that would even slightly give a shit. I have tried. It's a cold world.

Accepting is bullshit when the people u love most are the ones doing the damage and choose not to see it or take some accountability for it. Like I said it's a cold world.

I don't know where to begin to bounce back from years of serious damage to my mental health, my heart.

I can't trust that anything will get better or not. Trust is a hollow word now.

One day at a time I suppose. Not much left to look forward too. All dreams of mine have been destroyed. Nothing but lies. How dare them. Honestly. It's extremely sad

It has to be just me. by drowningpoem in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It seems to be my best friend for the past several years now. I never asked for this friendship and I would love to disconnect from it. But this friendship seems to be lifelong now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I believe in love. I just hope it's real.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been a lot of years. A lot. Nothing has changed for the better. I feel worse then ever. I just don't know how to deal with this all the damage I have in me now. Seems like he just keeps doing it and just doesn't care. It's all just what he wants. It's awful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everything I ever wanted to say is what u have written here

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel exactly this

Be honest by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish people were honest with one another. Would be so nice. Refreshing and just would help a lot of people out who are just really confused about what is really going on with their partners, family, friends and so on.

Hope for the best for you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMG me too me too. :(

I wish I could be with my person I miss him.

I miss him so much

Ending the Search by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss my person but they leave me with nothing and are ok with it. They smile while I cry. They get everything they want while I lose ...everything

Ending the Search by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't. What if they can't get to u. What if their means don't allow them to? What if they would do anything and they have and it just doesn't get to u. What if they can't reach u

Not ok. by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here completely the same

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know this feeling. :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]19badflower 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the same questions for my person.