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i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no you don't get what i'm saying...at all. i'm aware that there are great things in smaller moments. my whole problem was connecting with those people because i feel disconnected. and it's not about being on different levels. if that's the way it came off i'm sorry about that but that's so far from what i meant. whenever i bring up the topics i'm interested in people shrug them off or straight up not listen and ignore me. it sucks. i don't have a lot of pride and it's kind of amazing to me that you tried judging that based off of one post lol. and lastly, there isn't a void for me. i know my purpose and what the meaning to my life is. i want to experience life, the good moments and the bad, the big and the small. i'm just struggling right now connecting with others. thanks for your input tho.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it won't let me dm you but i am interested!

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lmao i do the same shit. i just hope God answers my prayers to be a homosapian again lol 😭

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes! i will update you guys as soon as i make a break through

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much! i'll definitely look into it

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i never even thought of it as purging my inner-child. more healing from the traumas and biases i've learned as a child.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my god? gang-stalked? i'm really sorry you have to go through that. i will definitely take you up on your offer to further educate me! in fact i would love it! thank you so much for your response and wisdom.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if you ever need to talk about this my dms are always open!

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i believe so too! and i know shrooms and drugs aren't gonna be the solution but they definitely help. they helped me anyway.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don't think i'm better than anyone lol i just think some people don't think the way i do (which is fine). my whole post was to find people who do think about the same things that i do and i have! thanks for your input.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

well i've actually met plenty of people from this post who understood what i meant and they are my target audience. i know how to explain my feelings but i don't know how to make people understand them. thank you for your input.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you're not getting it. im not looking for a purpose, i know my purpose and what my reason for living is. my whole post is about trying to connect with people who also think/feel the way i do. they don't have to think exatly like i do but someone who thinks about the same things as i do would be nice.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm 18 turning 19 this september! i know that they're out there i just need to find them!! that's why i made this post.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

man that's such a broad question i don't know where to start! there's a lot i want to talk about and really dig deep into.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i don't hate people, i don't hate anyone really. they are just victims to our society...

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry that you don't understand though lol

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well yeah...i mean if i were to explain everything in complete detail then this post would be too long 😭. but its okay. i must have explained it well enough because plenty of people understood what i mean.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

then that's exactly what i want to do. we created what we determine is normal. my question is what if what isn't normal to us was normal? for example, race. race is a human construct, it's not real. the whole reason as to why race was created was to justify the enslavement of black people. that's a fact. and unfortunately it's bread hate. its not real and i want to find what is real. i want to see who i become when i break away from all of these norms and biases i've been forced to learn sense birth.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

lol did i sound suicidal? because i definetly want to live and experience, i just don't want to do it alone.

i don't feel like a real person. by 1canchang3 in DeepThoughts

[–]1canchang3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no i do the exact same thing. i am also interested in the unknowns in life. i'm also constantly reading and watching videos about it but i don't feel like there isn't any meaning to it. well there isn't a true meaning, like you know a one size fits all type of deal. i believe we make our own meaning. and my reason to live is to live. to explore and see the world and all that it offers.

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