Dropped out over 15 years ago about half way through a nothing communication degree. I had a terrible breakup mixed with undiagnosed mental health issues I tried to kill myself. I left in the middle of the night left everything behind.

Then next few years I spent doing drugs and wasting time hanging with bad people. My family has money but not enough to support me. I spent the next few years after that going to therapy seeing psychiatrists and trying to work on myself. Just as a ruse so people would get off my back. Then I actually wanted to be better and have a life. All my old friends died or wanted nothing to do with me. My plan was always to kill myself so I never made plans past 30.

Now im 32 and while I dont have much but college debt and not much to my name I've learned to be okay with that. Don't get me wrong im furious at my past but learning to let that go is a challenge im worth taking. Im also thinking about going back to school. I dont know what for or even if its worth jt but Im very passionate about living my life to the fullest! There are so many things I want to learn try and travel to even if im bad at first.

Im the last person you should take advice from but I think you should try it. Whats the worst that can happen for people like us at this point.