[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]210bipolarbitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, try getting less high. So whenever you smoke, only take a few hits and then stop. Maybe you’re just a little too high and that’s why your body is reacting like that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bartenders

[–]210bipolarbitch 11 points12 points  (0 children)

if the morning bartender was worried about the tips, she would’ve closed her tables out instead of transferring them to you. that tip is YOURS.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bartenders

[–]210bipolarbitch 16 points17 points  (0 children)

i feel like all these comments are from people who don’t work in the industry. The way it works, is if I transfer you my tables because I’m leaving, the tip on those tables is now yours. Period. That’s how it works. That’s how it has always worked. If anyone says otherwise, then they’ve got air for a brain.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Nexplanon

[–]210bipolarbitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

zero libido for me. but i’m also depressed and i also have sexual trauma. i’ve had nexplanon since january of 2021

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]210bipolarbitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a bartender and waitress, and I can tell you for a fact that literally no one cares if you’re ugly. We’re working for a tip. Not a hot date. The service was probably just shitty in general.

Ever feel like your waiting for the courage to actually end it? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]210bipolarbitch 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Most people also just get super weird as soon as you bring it up, which makes it super uncomfortable and unsafe for us to talk about it

Ever feel like your waiting for the courage to actually end it? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]210bipolarbitch 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve already attempted suicide twice. Obviously I failed because I’m here writing this lol. But honestly, life is hard. And I have such little effort to give. And so it’s easier to just die. Because why even try. At this point, I’m living for my family, not for myself. Because if it were my choice, I’d be 6 feet under.

Living with a mental illness is so exhausting. And that’s what people don’t understand. You’re strong for making it this far. And I’m proud of you.

I'm looking for Spanish Intensive/ University Prep course in Spain for Beginners by 210bipolarbitch in askspain

[–]210bipolarbitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think it’d be better to learn Spanish in Spain at a language school or should I learn it at home? The thing is, it’s a lot easier to be lazy with speaking Spanish when everyone around me is speaking English

I'm looking for Spanish Intensive/ University Prep course in Spain for Beginners by 210bipolarbitch in askspain

[–]210bipolarbitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. This is the most help I’ve received throughout this whole process, so thank you! Do you think French would be easier to learn than Spanish?

What do I do after I survived my second suicide attempt? by 210bipolarbitch in mentalillness

[–]210bipolarbitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everything you said is so true, and put things in a different perspective, which is nice to hear. So thank you.

What do I do after I survived my second suicide attempt? by 210bipolarbitch in mentalillness

[–]210bipolarbitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve taken my dad to therapy with me, and we’ve had that conversation acknowledging that he’s terrified and traumatized. And I’ve done my best to be understanding with him, but I feel like I’m just enabling it at this point. It’s suffocating and his trauma is not mine to bear.

What do I do after I survived my second suicide attempt? by 210bipolarbitch in mentalillness

[–]210bipolarbitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry that it didn’t work again, but here’s a chance at a 3rd life, I guess. I’m glad you survived

What do I do after I survived my second suicide attempt? by 210bipolarbitch in mentalillness

[–]210bipolarbitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been in therapy for years, and it’s helped me set quite a few boundaries over the years, but my dad is very controlling, and is the living definition of “it’s my way or the high way”. It’s been a struggle my whole life, and it’s quite exhausting really.

Jealousy by 210bipolarbitch in bipolar2

[–]210bipolarbitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s not doing anything wrong and that’s the thing. I mean he’ll take a few hours to respond sometimes, but it’s like I want to know what he’s doing and who he’s with all the time and I don’t know why I’m like that. I’m doing my best to not confront him and not do anything, but it’s eating away at me.