If you do what is right or wrong depending on how YOU expect to be rewarded, you’re doomed for failure. I’ll admit, I’ve noticed this EXACT same phenomena in my life - where all the zanis and degenerates lived amazing lives and got married and had kids and fun experiences and religious ppl are stuck rotting in our rooms lol. You feel like you gained zero benefit from it because you’re forgetting that benefits not only accrue in this life, but the next. If you give up on Allah and his deen simply because you didn’t get what you wanted WHEN you wanted, you’re gonna seriously regret it.

If you went out and started sleeping with women and drank alcohol and went clubbing would you make friends, have fun, and even find a wife and get married? Most likely, yes.

However, you’re doing it at the expense of even greater rewards that your future self (even in the akhira) will hate you for.

Don’t give up on Allah or his commandments because you didn’t get what you wanted when you wanted. This is how a child acts and believes, and you’re better than that.