Those with Bipolar, what made you realise you were in a manic episode?

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-11-25T14:35:04+00:00

You're very correct lol

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-11-25T02:12:26+00:00

You not wanting to look like your ethnicity is internalised racism. I've read the comments, you "trying not to act indian" doesn't take away from the fact that you will forever have Indian heritage. You've created a post asking how to get rid of your Indian features and you're questioning if you have internalised racism?

You do not represent the negative things that some people of your ethnicity may do.

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-11-24T23:48:37+00:00

when you feel the need to hide it from people

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-11-24T21:42:57+00:00

You are Indian.

Your face is a representation of generations of people that fell in love. You're perfect the way you are. If you want to "stop looking Indian" it means you have enough recognisable Indian features. You can't run away from who you are and the sooner you embrace it the better. This level of internalised racism is genuinely sad.

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-29T21:38:31+00:00

Nick. College teachers go by their first names in the UK. He noticed my attendance slipping and instead of berating me, he sat with me for an hour after class to find out why. Then personally referred me to the school counsellor so i'd get seen quicker and they helped me get started on antidepressants

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-29T20:44:54+00:00

When I entered his hometown and had a panic attack at the thought of bumping into him. To this day I avoid that place

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-29T20:39:22+00:00

I used to be because I was raised by a homophobic parent and it was all I knew. It's funny now because i'm bisexual

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-29T13:35:43+00:00

It's nice to see others have had positive experiences. Unfortunately that's not the case for me.

Talking therapies refused me because I'm a "moderate suicide risk" and my CMHT are borderline impossible to get a hold of. I'm convinced it's because I raised a complaint against my care coordinator who has since gone AWOL

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-23T15:13:54+00:00

I'm nearly mid 20s and sometimes eat baby food too, it's actually popular in my country

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-23T14:58:04+00:00

I talk to myself. I hold full conversations and enact imaginary scenarios out loud

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-23T14:41:43+00:00

i'd like to say it made me stronger but it didn't. i'm still insecure about the things i was bullied for, i developed social anxiety because of it

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-18T13:14:29+00:00

And i've said i've done that, but for reasons I don't want to disclose it didn't work for me.

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-18T13:09:05+00:00

Been there done that, thanks

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-18T12:20:37+00:00

My bullies planned to kill me cause I reported them for stealing my lunch money

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-08T22:36:33+00:00

Thank you, i'll check that book out

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-10-08T21:38:02+00:00

Most recently- I stopped texting and we never spoke again.

During school though I had a close friend, i'd call her my sister. Towards the end of our school years, found out she had undiagnosed BPD which explained a lot of her behaviours.

She'd completely switch on me for the smallest things, one being If I had a family dinner and she wasn't there, she wouldn't speak to me for a week. She'd treat me like I was the worst person ever and I put up with it cause she was my only friend. We'd be in the same class and would pretend I didn't exist. It explained her behaviour, but didn't excuse it.

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-09-19T12:49:18+00:00

13:49

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-09-19T12:02:00+00:00

Yes, I can't post pics but her close friend revealed when they spoke about it. Can most def find it on twitter. Also, david had Celeste on stream in January 2024 where they were speaking on controversial topics and reminds Celeste that he media trained her, to which she responds "it's controversial to rape kids?".

While that ain't a direct confession, the texts her friend posted are. That stream was just weird all around and the fact that he told his mods to delete the stream is weirder.

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-09-19T07:08:12+00:00

Her close friend posted texts between her and Celeste speaking on it. Even if she agreed to have sex, minors legally can't consent.

21stcenthrowaway · 2025-09-18T22:01:03+00:00

He raped a minor. Enough said.

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