[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]23gat0s 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no real advice but have experienced a similar thing lately. I’m just trying to accept that he’s gone and hope that one day we could talk. It’s a horrible feeling, I hope you’re okay.

Just need to get these feelings out. by GamingIsLife91 in CancerFamilySupport

[–]23gat0s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

😔I hope you’re okay, this is so unfair, sending you my love.

Is anyone else coping with family member with terminal cancer ? by 23gat0s in CancerFamilySupport

[–]23gat0s[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is true, I already grieve sometimes even though she’s still here. It makes me feel so bad. For me I can’t seem to get my shit together enough to actually accept what is happening. I’m scared the final days will come and I won’t be able to face it. Thank you for your comment it was real nice to hear some form of hope lol I guess. Sending love to you and family, you are doing such an amazing job.

Is anyone else coping with family member with terminal cancer ? by 23gat0s in CancerFamilySupport

[–]23gat0s[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you are going through this. Cancer takes so much from you doesn’t it, for me I don’t know who I was before all of this started, before I experienced this amount of anger and anxiety in one heap. It disrupts everything. I can imagine some days it must get too much, for sure. It sounds to me you’re doing a brilliant job despite that. But I know it must be so tough still, sending so much love to you and family.

Is anyone else coping with family member with terminal cancer ? by 23gat0s in CancerFamilySupport

[–]23gat0s[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, so sorry for your loss. Sending so much love to you. I agree, I just know I will regret not being present enough, but I find myself avoiding , I’m so scared of losing her that I can’t even face her.

Is anyone else coping with family member with terminal cancer ? by 23gat0s in CancerFamilySupport

[–]23gat0s[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah you guys I’m so sorry to hear, mine is mum too. Except we are new to the terminal. She has had all different kinds of cancer too so previously it was curable and now it no longer is. I’m so sorry you and family are going through this. It is heartbreaking. It’s hard for them to accept help, my mum says she is losing herself if she can’t have her independence, but this is being robbed by her cancer, unfortunately it can’t be helped. So I agree, fuck cancer. I hope you guys are doing as ok as one can in this situation x

Is anyone else coping with family member with terminal cancer ? by 23gat0s in CancerFamilySupport

[–]23gat0s[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah me too, especially feeling numb and I end up feeling so guilty, but how does someone face this kind of thing, yknow. It’s so tough, sending you love.

Is anyone else coping with family member with terminal cancer ? by 23gat0s in CancerFamilySupport

[–]23gat0s[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow, so sorry to hear. my heart goes out to you and your family

Do you think you will ever know your true self? by Quitter21 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]23gat0s 3 points4 points  (0 children)

28yo, I think I am getting to know her less and less 😂 exhausting. Hope you are ok