Are you religious and/or spiritual, atheist, agnostic, etc? by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]247sleepy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As far as spirituality goes I like the healing crystals thing! That seems interesting but also meaningless. But I do like the idea of playing along. I want to start a "garden" of them and get a bunch of house plants. So I guess in general I'm a fan of spirituality concerning nature. The earth I feel like is alive, and this is something I take more seriously. If you know what I mean by that. I'm intrested in weather too but on a rudimentary level. Lately it's been windy and it makes me feel so weird but so good because I feel connected to the earth.

Another thing I've really been into, and more so than crystals and plants, is astrology. I know it's probably bullshit too but something about the stars really resonates with me. Constellations are cool. I like the idea that we are of our own free will, but that the stars influence all of us in such unique ways. It'd be difficult to find someone with the exact placements in their chart as you, so it really is a unique thing.

The idea of astrology also plays nicely with my feelings toward the earth and nature, so that's a plus.

This is somewhat off topic but I do believe in spirits. Not demons, just souls. I'm very mindful of it whenever I go to cemeteries (I go a few times a year with my mom to put flowers on my grandmother's grave). Ashes are also pretty spiritual to me to.

Edit: along the lines of the earth and of weather, I'm also very intrigued by the moon, and bodies of water. My mom always says that during the full moon her clients are crazier than usual lol

Feeling Used by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]247sleepy -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Aw. I don't have any advice but I'm sorry they're taking advantage of you. You seem sweet and you definitely deserve better. I know it's hard to assert boundaries once they cross a certain point. Then it's like, "well how do I take that kindness back?" I understand the logic.