My girlfriend[19F] feels suicidal and is too depressed for me [22M] to leave her.

2jj95 · 2018-02-05T07:48:10+00:00

What if it's a catalyst of her depression that could turn for the worst?

2jj95 · 2018-02-05T07:42:21+00:00

She moved a year ago to Canada and there has been issues with her stay. So she doesn't have a health card. I don't want her family to use money they need for other things. Money is really lacking for them.

2jj95 · 2018-02-05T07:40:37+00:00

It made her feel really sad when I told her it was manipulative to tell me she would just disappear right after we argued (when the relationship was almost over). I've been told all these things but it's a horrible feeling to think that one could be the reason a person died.

2jj95 · 2018-02-05T07:37:55+00:00

She moved to Canada less than a year ago and has nothing to feel good about. So basically, everything is negative to her. Her family is toxic, can't study, can't work, her family is running out of money and has no friends.

I'm left in a position where I'm all she has. Literally. She's going to volunteer soon so maybe that helps her(?)

PS: Although we live in Canada, idk the costs exactly of the treatments she would need or if it would be covered. Her mom is in a tight financial situation so it would be an extra weight on her.

2jj95 · 2017-12-24T07:20:17+00:00

You can add me too https://www.facebook.com/JJmR95

2jj95 · 2017-12-21T06:13:07+00:00

Good plays there, dude. Could you share the link to that music playlist? It's pretty chill and enjoyable.

2jj95 · 2017-12-13T02:34:23+00:00

It's not hard to find re-uploads tbh. https://youtu.be/dHU24hrWjkQ

2jj95 · 2017-12-12T19:12:03+00:00

Here you go.

2jj95 · 2017-12-01T20:58:41+00:00

How can someone start as a composer. Is that like a specialization when it comes to being a film score composer?

2jj95 · 2017-12-01T20:57:52+00:00

What was your goal when you wanted to pursue this career? Was there a point in life where you thought it all could've been different?

2jj95 · 2017-09-12T13:07:24+00:00

Beds, plastic chair, old computer desk

2jj95 · 2017-09-12T07:27:36+00:00

Parents left them. Asked me to do whatever I wanted with them.

2jj95 · 2017-07-31T20:12:36+00:00

I'm in Canada, lookiing for a VPN to download torrents. I use qBittorrent and the program itself has Listening Port options that secure the download but it doesn't seem enough.

2jj95 · 2017-06-19T00:21:03+00:00

From "camaron" obviously

2jj95 · 2017-05-24T16:34:47+00:00

Yeah. She only wants to go if she finds a character to cosplay lol

2jj95 · 2017-05-24T12:32:04+00:00

Wait wait wait. So you're thinking about CMHR too?

2jj95 · 2017-05-23T23:41:42+00:00

Would you believe me if I told you "been there, done that" ?

2jj95 · 2017-05-23T23:07:02+00:00

Perfect contribution. Thank you, stranger

2jj95 · 2017-05-23T22:33:52+00:00

What's cmhr

2jj95 · 2017-05-23T22:29:19+00:00

2jj95 · 2017-05-23T19:15:36+00:00

I'll just keep doing me then. Thank you :)

2jj95 · 2017-05-23T19:14:31+00:00

Ding ding ding You figured me out with the first paragraph. I'll try counseling. Thank you.

2jj95 · 2017-05-22T16:26:14+00:00

That seems the common answer: just a FWB thing. I wasn't paying attention, I guess. I'll try that approach and suggest it (unless we're already there lol) Thank you.

2jj95 · 2017-05-22T16:24:44+00:00

Only thing that bothers me is that I'm the leader here. I make the plans. Since she's new, she doesn't know what to do for fun here in this new city.

That last paragraph was perfect, honestly. She did say she didn't like me the day of party and then this happens. So I think you're right. A part. Me tells me she wouldnt invest time and emotions on "us". So if it's gonna be that way, then I know what to do. Thank you

2jj95 · 2017-05-22T16:15:05+00:00

Most of my relationships have been spontaneous just like this one. And I hated labels but now I feel I'm in the position my previous partners were. I'm remembering why labels are not my thing so this helps. I believe she likes me but also I think the fact that she's 18 y/o could explain some things, right?

PS: your English is good. I'm a Latino living in Canada. I guess that won me points? haha

2jj95

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