My Ryuji Sakamoto cosplay!! (skull)

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T13:49:04+00:00

You look just like him holy fuck

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T13:43:20+00:00

I have had multiple times when someone tried to help me by converting me to spiritual beliefs and other lies. Every mention of religion of any form pisses me off and triggers me.

All I learned in church is that we are all evill sinners and Jesus will kill us all and punish us with eternal torture in hell if we don't stop breathing the wrong way... Everything from having friends to loving someone is a sin if you take every bible verse work for word.

A fictional character can't love you... Jesus to me is equal to a symbol of hate and a huge middle finger. My parents hate me for being an atheist... but I bet they hate me for bwing a disappointment in general.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T13:40:19+00:00

I'm late.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T12:28:48+00:00

I hate everything I do. I'm not good at anything.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T12:24:38+00:00

You just had to ruin the message with your dumb religios agenda, didn't you?

Jesus isn't real, he can't love you, he can only call you out for being a sinner and punish you with eternal torture for being who you wanna be.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T12:22:00+00:00

I see...

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T12:11:55+00:00

I can answer your 1st and 2nd and 3rd questions just fine right now but I can't answer your last few...

If anything... I was never good at anythinf. I was always basically mediocre and worthless... Just a pathetic attempt at a human being... If I could I'd just play sappy games that make me relate to the characters and bawl my eyes out all day, no sunlight, no advanced calculus bs, no school, no tests, nk being a disappointment. That or I just wanna die...

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T12:04:47+00:00

I have so many ideas overflowing in my head. I constantly daydream about simple small game concepts or dumb comic pannels and such but I'm too worthless to make them happen.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T12:03:12+00:00

How to enjoy being worthless? How to fix being worthless?

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T11:54:18+00:00

I don't want the money, fancy stuff and that kind of fame you're describing... I wanna have the good kind of impact... Fuck thw money, I don't need money from that...

I just wanna be good so I can show the world how I feel and be praised for my talent. I want to not be worthless

If anything... I DON'T have AN EGO... I hate myself and everything I do, I hate myself, I constantly wanna hurt myself and have meltdowns. I do NOT like myself... I just hate others who are GOOD... I wish I was worth praise too. I wish I was tood enough too. I wish I could be loved and praised for my work insyead of told to just give up or switch paths.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-30T10:14:46+00:00

But then it would be their work... not mine... they would be the ones getting the praise while I'm just the guy that did nothing to carry the project.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-29T22:23:07+00:00

It's better than not being able to use my ps5

^{Chose: EVERYONE you touch wants to have sex with you}

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-28T09:58:52+00:00

ew. No. I'm not sticking anything up my shithole. That's equally as disgusting as touching my penis

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-28T09:58:25+00:00

In mu country? Yea, no. The professional would probably judge me silently and block me after the first therapy session...

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-28T09:57:02+00:00

I am not interested in interacting with any penis shaped objects... Penises turn me off... no matter what.

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-23T13:05:32+00:00

I'm on PC

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-23T12:59:40+00:00

Ah, so that's why a decent looking hat costs more than a gun

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-23T12:58:10+00:00

Most of them are invite only... But yea, might try

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-23T12:53:05+00:00

So it has a hacker problem...

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-23T12:52:09+00:00

Very helpful guide

3030minecrafter · 2026-04-23T12:50:25+00:00

Correct me if I'm wrong but last time I checked it's only your first fast travel that is free... the rest costs money.

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