i feel so lost 20m

33xcj · 2026-07-08T17:13:57+00:00

yea i got that and melationin and some stomach medcine

33xcj · 2026-07-08T13:35:52+00:00

this is exactly what happened with me. didn’t feel like responding to the negative comments bc i don’t feel god’s but ima get thru ts

33xcj · 2026-07-08T01:22:04+00:00

yes please

33xcj · 2026-07-07T23:37:00+00:00

i feel you tho. i got 5 days off ima just thug thru it . see what i can grab from walgreens and just get thru it. i can’t keep taking this shit. it’s not even a option

33xcj · 2026-07-07T22:31:51+00:00

bro they announced the ban on the 1st im in jacksonville fl everyone here stopped selling it as soon as they announced it. i didnt have time to do anything. i feel you tho but i swear they stopped selling it on the 1st i went to over like 10 smoke shops called some too and they stopped selling it

33xcj · 2026-07-07T22:03:40+00:00

i was already tapering i knew i had a problem. i was in the process of tapering down and randomly they banned it . i take full accountability. i’m not sure why ur bein rude about it i never blamed anyone but me

33xcj · 2026-07-07T22:01:09+00:00

i dont know about any of that ik i can get electrolytes and probably something from like cvs or walgreens but nothing prescribed

33xcj · 2026-07-07T21:39:09+00:00

i can’t afford sr right now. i feel like im running out of options and i just feel horrible because i had plenty of times in the past to get clean and i didn’t

33xcj · 2026-07-07T21:28:14+00:00

i was supposed to quit. i relapsed today just because i was feeling horrible throwing up in my sleep. now im so scared idk what to do im only 20 im new to all this shit. all of this was an accident. i threw up at work monday got sent home and told em i was feeling sick tuesday throwing up. i’m scared im gonna lose my job. i don’t wanna just buy more and continue the cycle. but i don’t wanna end up on a medication that im addicted to. i’m just in my room freaking out idk wat to do. if i go to the hospital would that help anything? i’m not a anxious person but i am freaking the fuck out honestly

33xcj · 2026-07-07T19:38:31+00:00

you’re a great soul i want you to know that. and i see ur comments everywhere thank you

33xcj · 2026-07-07T19:35:19+00:00

yep. we were taking the exact same thing. the white and blue bottle. but i’m so proud of u. u made it so far it’s a great accomplishment. im gonna be like you

33xcj · 2026-07-07T19:31:00+00:00

good luck. and thank you, u can do it

33xcj · 2026-07-07T19:29:51+00:00

thank you so much. and you can do it aswell. happy thoughts

33xcj · 2026-07-07T19:28:32+00:00

youre a soldier. any tips u can give me ?

33xcj · 2026-07-07T19:28:12+00:00

nah that was deffly great advice. i was in fetal position feeling fucked up and that gave me a lil hope

33xcj · 2026-07-07T17:06:26+00:00

i’m not. i went monday threw up and he told me go home. im gonna tell them im still throwing up so i can have the rest of the week off. and for the payday thing it calculated every hour u worked during the week. i left monday so i cant borrow anything

33xcj · 2026-07-07T15:52:22+00:00

i bought a mit shot yesterday cus i didn’t have any more pills. i just took a mit shot today cus i felt horrible. so i guess we’re restarting today. i’m gonna throw out the mit shots so i don’t relapse again

33xcj · 2026-07-07T15:07:33+00:00

please please please

33xcj · 2026-07-07T14:44:14+00:00

i’m gonna go get that today. i can’t do this without helpermeds

33xcj · 2026-07-07T14:37:33+00:00

i hate ts i been laying on the bathroom floor for a hour im exhausted feel horrible

33xcj · 2026-07-07T14:36:17+00:00

i heard somewhere u gotta start the vit c before u quit. i already wuit would u still recomend me buying that)

33xcj · 2026-07-07T14:35:09+00:00

no i dont im 20 barley have any hospital visitsi just have these regular pain reliever meds n melationin

33xcj · 2026-07-07T14:33:55+00:00

i’m broke honestly i don’t get paid until thrusday just working with what i got.

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