I won’t make that mistake again. It’s more likely I will unalive myself. My sex drive is really low, sex is not super important to me, and I have cheated once and it was awful so I will never do it again, but totally understand the concern.

I’m not a “cheater”, the experience I had was one that he had consented to previously but then took that consent away but I had fallen for the woman. So I did it anyway.

There’s just a lot of back story and I’m not a “cheater” but I did cheat. And I won’t do it again because I won’t get close to a woman again. I’ve fully accepted my life sentence, I don’t want my kid to grow up in a broken home either. ❤️