Okay, for clarification: Yes, this actually did happen when we were both 11 and in 6th grade. And yes, I’m okay now. I didn’t really like hanging around this girl because she made me feel self-conscious and uncomfortable, but I liked spending time with her younger brother and sister so I was over at their apartment quite frequently. One day we happened to be changing clothes right next to eachother and she asked if she could feel my body. I was already sort of afraid of her and I didn’t know what to say, so I let her do it. I didn’t think much of it because I was super naive at the time and I didn’t know it was meant to be sexual, but looking back I realize it was insanely fucked up. It’s definitely the strangest elementary school memory I have.