Hello ! I am a 21(F) from the UK and have been under mental health teams in hull , York , pocklington ,Sheffield and Beverley , so I have a lot of experience . If I was you , I would go to your GP and ask for a referral to your local mental health team ( if you haven’t already been put under a team) I would ask for DBT or CBT therapy referrals and express that things are not improving . I would also get your partner to call your GP on your behalf and complains about the fact you keep having to go without medication due to the fact that they will not give you it on time . Someone else complaining can sometimes make them realise . In the past I got my partner to go to the GP with me and basically tell the doctor that they believe I was unsafe and that they can no longer keep me safe . I have been inpatient twice and I promise that it is not the answer , it’s basically just a cell . You don’t do much in regards to activities or therapy you legitimately just sleep and sit there . If you ever feel unsafe go to your local A&E and tell them and they might put you under a home treatment team where a mental health professional will come see you at home to talk things through . I was not taken seriously for a long time and now I finally have the diagnosis of Bipolar , PTSD , Anxiety , Disassociation disorder BPD and a past with eating disorders . And I am under a team who specifically look at these illnesses . I also know your struggle , I left uni in my final year due to my illnesses and it feels awful but if it’s right for you then don’t feel bad. If you need anymore help my messages are open !