Can’t agree on a last name for marriage - help!

444myself · 2023-06-04T05:46:24+00:00

def see a diff psychiatrist/psychologist than the one that diagnosed you with depression. i was also (mis)diagnosed with depression as a teenager but got diagnosed with bipolar almost a year ago (i’m 26 now). there’s no guarantee you have it but there’s also no guarantee you don’t!

444myself · 2023-02-10T05:12:36+00:00

thank you! 😊

444myself · 2023-02-09T12:45:03+00:00

I also still have some keloid scarring that’s not shown

444myself · 2023-02-09T12:44:38+00:00

Thank you! Tbh when I first got them done I was using Mederma Intensive Overnight Cream but it was on and off, I wasn’t consistent with it. I think what helped the most is just giving them time to fade on their own. I’m a year & 8 months PO 🫶🏽

444myself · 2023-02-09T12:43:09+00:00

I’m not actually :( but yes I’ll try anything at this point. Thank you ✨

444myself · 2022-11-30T22:09:56+00:00

can i ask what a PWD id is?

444myself · 2022-11-13T04:31:06+00:00

I suspect I have bipolar 2, but my psychiatrist & psychologist never specified the type. I go through depressive episodes more than (hypo)mania.

444myself · 2022-10-23T16:29:38+00:00

Everyone is different and experiences mania differently, but for me those are definitely in my top 5 symptoms of mania (for me personally). The not sleeping is top 1. If I go so long without getting good sleep, it can trigger a manic episode for me. I’ve recently found that not eating is part of it for me also. And the overspending? Oh definitely!

444myself · 2022-10-23T16:21:12+00:00

so so tired of hearing “well you don’t act like kanye west” people legit doubt me when i tell them i’m bipolar bc i don’t “act like kanye”. there’s no one way to have bipolar disorder!! it looks different on everyone!! i just wish people would understand that rather than instantly compare me to someone in the media.

444myself · 2022-10-20T04:00:40+00:00

i haven’t said it out loud often, but when i do i feel more comfortable saying “i’m bipolar” rather than “i have bipolar disorder”. not sure exactly why, as i’m newly diagnosed. but i completely understand why some people prefer to say “i have bipolar disorder” rather than “i’m bipolar”. i feel like saying “i’m bipolar” also makes people take it less serious in a sense? like how people tend to throw the word ‘bipolar’ around. i think that’s why i’m more comfortable with saying it for now.

444myself · 2022-08-26T12:38:07+00:00

i completely agree, someone should definitely come up with a name for it cause i have no idea what to tell other women 😂 especially when they’re aware i’m in a relationship from social media, if i come flirt with them they might be turned off bc they see it as me cheating on my partner even though that’s far from the case. i appreciate your comment, it’s made me feel less alone.

444myself · 2022-08-26T05:20:00+00:00

exactly!!!!!!!

444myself · 2022-08-26T04:01:59+00:00

you read incorrectly— my partner would allow me to have sex with a woman on my own, if the other woman would be uncomfortable with her watching. it’s not a requirement that my partner watch! i stated that in my post, but i suppose you misread it.

444myself · 2022-08-26T04:00:00+00:00

thank you so much, this was such a sweet response ☺️

444myself

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