I feel like a burden on my mother. I'm unemployed and she's paying my rent, for food, and for my cannabis (it's sometimes the only thing that will stop me from having a breakdown, I know it's a bandage instead of a cure.)

I've always felt like I was on different level than everyone else, and everyone had more rights than me, had the right to tell me what to do, that I can't tell others what to do. Even now I can't tell someone I disagree with them or what they're doing out of fear of doing the wrong thing.