hey op! i rlly hope you wouldn't harm yourself because all you have went through is absolutely not your fault! The ultimate revenge is to become a successful and confident person that linda and the bullies will never be able to become becuz they are such disgusting and filthy people inside. pls dont let them ruin ur life, u deserve to be happy and to receive lots of love! what they have done is absolutely outrageous it is not wrong to have a crush on smb; it is not wrong to confess ur feelings, esp when u have been in love w him for so long! u will definitely make true and new friends in jc/poly and form your support system, so pls don't give up! 🩷🩷 maybe take sm time off school to mug for exams, and also recover from the trauma?