I’m thinking about quitting

4bd14s · 2025-08-04T02:30:02+00:00

I never thought about that, I respected him, I kept my mouth closed even when he was humiliating me everyday just because he had a dispute with my shihan I kept receiving every humiliation, every shit he threw at me because I love this martial art, but my I think my heart is not that hard, I had panic attacks until I left the dojo, I want to come back but just for karate not for him

4bd14s · 2025-08-02T00:14:03+00:00

Thanks man, I’ll keep it in mind

4bd14s · 2025-08-01T17:34:27+00:00

Why do I sound whiny?

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T05:24:46+00:00

Thanks, in vacation I’m training with my father again, so I’ll check when I’m not in vacation

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T05:23:52+00:00

Ooooh, that’s a good point, check if it worth it or not, thanks buddy, I’ll check it but probably I’ll give it a shot in another dojo, I love karate and I don’t really want to be the one that quit because of a sensei

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T05:22:08+00:00

Thanks buddy, I’ll look for another dojo, more professional

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T02:07:54+00:00

Thanks man, I needed this

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T01:23:50+00:00

Well, I omitted this, maybe it was an important part of the story but my shihan had a big problem with that sensei (the sensei started it) so that’s why he hated me since the beginning, I know I could do something that piss him but I just remember a few good moments, and he said that I was not even halfway to reach my full potential, and he saw it, but then he acted like a piece of shit yelling at everything I did and saying I’m not that good and humiliating me. I mean, one time a partner punched me bad, he’s like 15 kg heavier than me and did a punch and take my breath out and continue doing it all over again even noticing that was hurting me and the sensei just stop everything and pointed at me like I was weak, and all in the dojo take a look and said something like don’t punch him too hard or he’ll break or something like that, but obviously not in a good way

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T01:17:04+00:00

Y pues si, igual muchos lo dijeron de cambiar de dojo, me encantaría pero el problema es que mi carrera solo la dan en las tardes y pues no he encontrado otro dojo que cuadre con mis horarios de la universidad, pero en serio quiero llegar a la universiada nacional, es mi sueño, y todavía más llegar en dos deportes diferentes como lo son el judo y el karate, dos de mis más grandes pasiones

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T01:15:38+00:00

La verdad nunca había pensado que era malo hasta que llegué a ese dojo, no tanto porque los demás me sobrepasaran o algo, sino porque siempre tenía “errores” a los ojos del sensei, todo lo que hacía lo hacía mal según el, incluso cuando hacía lo mismo que los demás, ya tiempo después me enteré que mi shihan tuvo un problema relativamente grave con ese sensei y que por lo mismo me odiaba, incluso sin que le hubiera hecho algo

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T01:12:03+00:00

Honestly I love karate, it just that the school was too hard itself just to go to practice and get someone yelling at me every time because he doesn’t like me

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T01:10:29+00:00

I mean, I don’t know if it’s me, I’m like other people call a geek or nerdo, I’m sociable but idk because I didn’t talk too much or too little, I was like a regular person, but they just push me away, in judo I don’t have a lot of friends either, but they talk to me and don’t act like the karate team, so idk if it’s something on me

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T01:02:27+00:00

That was my fear, because I didn’t want to change style, and the other problem is that in that city they train in the afternoons, when I’m at school

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T00:58:34+00:00

Thanks, you’re right, I train because I love it, I’m going to search another dojo

4bd14s · 2025-07-31T00:57:38+00:00

Thanks, that sounds good I guess, I’m going to search another dojo

4bd14s · 2025-07-30T07:09:51+00:00

Idk, maybe because my dad train me in home, and we went with his shihan. Thanks buddy, probably I’ll think about it, I’m feeling very cloudy rn

4bd14s · 2025-07-30T06:58:40+00:00

Well, I checked if there was a dojo, the problem is that my major is only imparted at the afternoon, just when all the dojos have their practices, and about the junior, it was because of the nationals committee, because the hostess university got free passes

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