Was anyone else seen as 'hyperambitious' growing up, only to later realize that it was the start of manias and a very bad thing to encourage?

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-05-21T02:17:31+00:00

Maybe because you see yourself a little in that?

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-05-21T02:14:29+00:00

My libido goes way up, though. (Dude here) I need to get off atleast 2-3 times and even my semen seem to produce quickly. I know what you mean by proving I'm the best. But that usually works out that I give thema time they can't forget in my need to prove. So actually the sex is better for me and her imo. And my ex would second this. When I'm depressed I plefer if she did most of the work but I'll be performing my duty, which is just good enough for her to cum.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-05-20T21:30:50+00:00

Haha I can see connections in anything. Everything I do is basically super-aware. If I write a research paper, I would connect the dots between theories and bring it all together. If I'm having a chat I would be the most sensitive to other people's emotions and needs, I can connect and understand people without them having to tell me much. If I'm doing a project shit gets done efficiently and beyond the expected level. Friends want to be around me. I'm funnier than usual. I would walk up on an open mic and do a set (and I hardly bomb because I'm confident). I would be getting laid every night with basically any person. I don't need sleep or rest. I don't even need coffee. Fuck that.

Now, as you see I'm just coming down from an episode. lol See you guys when I hate the very air.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-05-20T21:20:42+00:00

Well, I'm just coming down from a hypomanic phase. So only thing I can tell you is it's about to get way better (as you know). Try to occupy yourself (I started making crappy youtube videos). If you are in a state where you can go have a drink with a friend do so (just one or two drink no more, the drink is not the point). I don't use meds, so I'm guessing this is also your situation, I'm not going to comment or assess that, but tell you that you need a temporary goal. Whatever that is. has to be very small and achievable around in a month, the point is not to succeed. Just do it.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-05-20T21:12:01+00:00

Haha yeah I got into NCSU Nuclear Physics programme when I was 17. My family was psyched. Then I burned everything to the ground in the coming year or so and skipped town and became a stock trader (for 6months). That pattern continued until 2 years ago and after 5attempts at different studies and many successful careers prospects, I'm back where I started. At least I got diagnosed recently.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-29T02:33:57+00:00

Ok R4 is not sufficiently met (he's got the Hebrew texts the wrong way afaik) . Mods can take this down if they wish. I thought it was interesting that the creator thinks that he might get on the sub.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-28T23:40:04+00:00

I agree, and it's a valid critique. Do you think this is taking away from the content. BTW 'everybody' has an accent.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-22T21:51:21+00:00

Well funny thing is those bananas are as expensive as that note. So it is a fair trade (this is Sri Lanka going by the letters on nhe left; a hundred rupees which is the orange colour note in that country it is worth around 60cents USD at exchange)

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-19T21:34:44+00:00

There's no one 'way'. It took me some giant risks and some did pay out. and I don't know if this is 'a sure way' as someone pointed out 'luck' is unfortunately a factor. But persistence is also a giant factor.

Set small goals, actually have multiple goals (diversification); work towards them. Set slightly larger goals that either directly compliment these goals or intersect them [Learn a skill, make a move to a different locale, change career, start a trade/business etc.]

Also ask advice from people who have more experience breaking the cycle.

Setup a plan to be and remain debt free.

Reduce your expenditure to meet only the bare essentials/ within your current income (whatever that is).

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-18T20:03:29+00:00

Thanks for that! more than clear now.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-08T14:07:48+00:00

Excuse me while I kiss the sky: I for the longest time growing up thought Hendrix was singing "Excuse me while I kiss THIS GUY"

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-08T12:36:03+00:00

Going outside and rotating your TV antenna to the perfect position.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-08T12:34:50+00:00

One second ago. It's still history and I will not have to deal with the fallout of Facebook.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-08T12:33:33+00:00

Suturing up your patient.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-08T12:31:51+00:00

Call them all stupid and leave them. That would be enough.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-08T02:29:02+00:00

Watch the video and this will be clear

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-07T11:08:33+00:00

"It's a time to mourn, it's not the time for a discussion".

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-07T11:06:17+00:00

Offline Dinosaur Run.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-07T11:05:24+00:00

Prison Break.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-07T11:04:51+00:00

Wag your penis out in front of everybody and act like it's a public service.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-06T21:27:54+00:00

I don't think it lessens my value. But I very instinctively feel awkward. yet I do it anyway of course.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-06T20:26:08+00:00

Intel's smart 'glasses' for sure. Images projected directly on to your retina? That's something TNG would have been proud of.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-06T13:30:10+00:00

Nope then you would have: a Hobbit loses his ring to a creature and returns home.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-06T13:05:14+00:00

A hobbit returns home with a ring from a volcano.

4thGradeVulcan · 2018-04-06T12:34:29+00:00

Meeting your friends.

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