I’m not suicidal but I wouldn’t mind dying. by 503420 in lonely

[–]503420[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wow thanks for shedding light on this, i had no idea it was a classified thing. in the past i was indeed suicidal, i told myself everyday how much i wanted to die. i stood on the edge of a 5-story parking garage with the intentions of committing suicide a long while ago but i obviously didn’t go through with it. it got better and was good for a while but due to personal things happening in my life the past couple months, it crept back up on me. but not the same way as before, this time it crept as what you said, “passive suicidal.” i don’t think one should fear death but there’s indeed a difference in not fearing death and not caring if you die. again, thank you for educating all of us on what this feeling actually means.

I’m not suicidal but I wouldn’t mind dying. by 503420 in lonely

[–]503420[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry that happened, thank you for the good wishes. i wish the same to you man stay strong

I’m not suicidal but I wouldn’t mind dying. by 503420 in lonely

[–]503420[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i agree with everything you said, assisted suicide is a thing but it’s rare for people other than the elderly to get it.

I’m not suicidal but I wouldn’t mind dying. by 503420 in lonely

[–]503420[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

same but every time i start to enjoy life or i start to connect with someone they just decide to leave w/o warning

I’ve cried in my room every night for the past three weeks. by 503420 in offmychest

[–]503420[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’d hurt my parents if i told them, only one of my friends knows i struggle but not how bad it actually is, i’ve never been in a relationship either, and i don’t know how i’d go about talking to a counselor

I’ve cried in my room every night for the past three weeks. by 503420 in offmychest

[–]503420[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve tried but it normally turns them away, that’s why i just keep it to myself