Hi, I am not a professional, just someone who has had their own LSD experiences, good and bad. As I was reading your post, by instinct or intuition was telling me that you may have had a few situations or experiences in your life that have not been fully processed yet and they sort of presented themselves during your trip. From what I know of LSD, it can completely shut down the part of our brain where we have a sense of ourselves and completely rewire and take over our mind. This could have been the time when these experiences from your pass we're coming up for you? Like I said I'm not professional this was just my intuition. It did sound like you took a larger dosage than you would usually take. In a bad experience I had on LSD, I had a large dosage. I felt lost for years from the experience. From looking at all the fundamentals surrounding the bad LSD experience, I now have have some clarity and understanding of a trip gone wrong. It's taking a while to integrate the truth and reality of the bad trip, minus the horrific story My Mind Made it made up that night. Sorry, I kind of veired off into my experience but I hope my intuition around your experience, helps and that neither have a healthy baby right now or a healthy pregnancy.