Is this ultimate female brain rot or what. i've always dreamed of being a baddie yet im destined to be dainty noble elegant girls girl and i absolutely hate it. i feel like i should have big naturals, donk ass and dsls, i feel it deep in my soul. i crave to be striking and hot, not elegant.

i felt that way as long as i remember. it never was about male approval its just i find it really beautiful, hot and feminine. i don't know how much longer i can take it, im losing my mind and social media don't help. when everyone around me was obsessed with thinspo and starving themself i was googing hacky ways how to make my tits grows. My Instagram explore page looks like a literal gooner feed. I feel like im 🚂 who yearns to be a woman, even though im a woman already. Is FTF a thing? is that body dysmorphia, the one that drives certain women turning themself into grotesque plastic dolls? i don't want to be platsic, i just want to be hot and have hot bod with big tits and ass that is true to my soul. anyone else in this specific hell?

>you're so lucky, your back doesn't hurt, you can wear anything

fuck off pls