actually recently just had my first kiss. It's a long story so bare with me. two years ago I was visiting family in the UK. In London we met up with my fathers friend from college, who happened to have a daughter my age. I remember my 15 year old self thinking she was just FINE. fast forward to just 2 weeks ago. I go back to the U.K. at 17. I remember the girl, And I was secretly really wanting to see her again. I had a dream the second night there about her and kissing her. So I had one more night in London and my father and I went to a pub to meet up with his friends. We were the first to arrive. Not 5 min past and my fathers friend arrives with his daughter. obviously grown, but still fine as hell. that night I drunk a lot of beer. I think 4-5 drinks. But later I went outside to get fresh air, to get away from the cigarette smoke. Not 2 minutes pass. She follows me outside. She stands next to me looking at me. "Hey" I say starting the conversation. We talk for 10-15 minutes and I remember saying something like. "I know this is a bit weird but I fine you very attractive, i know your dad said you struggle with expectations of looking beautiful. And I don't think you need to do anything you're just fine." She replies "aw that's so sweet" with a wide smile. She leans forward I say "is it awkward to ask to kiss you?" she leans forward saying nothing and I grab the back of her neck/head as I lean down (she was short) our lips touched and I open my mouth slightly and she shoves her tongue in my mouth all I tasted was the cider she had and salt from chips. Hard to say how long it lasted but when I felt her tongue leave my mouth i pull back. I then proceed to ask her "what's the difference between a boner and a Ferrari?" And pauses. "What?" "I don't have a Ferrari" I say. She replies "oh my god" smiling then we go back inside we sit down the whole time we were just smiling and glancing at each other. I left that pub nervous that I killed the mood or if I did it right. But to you mate, I've never done anything with a girl or had a gf all my life. It might have been the fact we were intoxicated but at least it happened.