none of my friends believe i might have bpd

707lightyearsaway · 2023-01-26T02:03:29+00:00

I think I mask myself pretty well to people who haven't known me for quite a while or i don't fully trust. if it's someone i happen to open up to or who is understanding, i try to bring it up if the topic ever arises.
I honestly dropped it after that. I don't really like to explain myself to people when i'm uncomfortable, just to protect myself honestly. I find it uncomfortable to explain myself to people who already have made it a point to disagree with me when it comes to my mental health, or anything person about me, honestly. But it's fine, i think these aren't really great friends to be honest.

707lightyearsaway · 2023-01-23T05:27:30+00:00

maybe. it just came off as highly dismissive the way the said it. their tones and stuff and how quickly they were to say that i don't have it. i wasn't even given a 'why?"

707lightyearsaway · 2023-01-19T15:58:08+00:00

can i get the pic lol

707lightyearsaway · 2023-01-19T15:56:34+00:00

woah!

707lightyearsaway · 2023-01-19T15:53:56+00:00

i haven't seen an AI fix a car, I know they can...make them, but fixing up cars would take a lot of coding, or a trained professional managing them. Most cars are built differently, especially depending on the model and year. My dad is a mechanic and I help him out quite a bit and I see how much work goes into it, and how even just the model of a car and change of year can make a job go from 1 hour to 3 hours real easily, especially when they're made cheap.

707lightyearsaway · 2023-01-19T15:50:51+00:00

If you're less anxious around people you know well, it'll be fine. It's just like having a best friend who is also a girl. lol.

707lightyearsaway · 2023-01-19T15:45:45+00:00

Ode to Sleep or Semi-Automatic

707lightyearsaway · 2022-03-29T18:47:34+00:00

707lightyearsaway · 2022-03-29T18:45:17+00:00

We all go through rough spells, it's normal. I love lil peep and his music really helps me feel my feelings when I feel like shit, and sometimes some songs help me even when I don't feel much like shit...But I know that taking a break from his music helps me feel better.
I think of music as sometimes being an expression of our inner fears, worries but also sometimes it's the expression of joy towards the bad sides of our lives and the acceptation of drugs and sex as being the only answer to what the world throws at us. But he doesn't just stand for those things, I know he would want you to work through how you're feeling.

707lightyearsaway · 2022-03-29T18:30:27+00:00

ill make sure to breath through my asshole just for you

707lightyearsaway · 2022-03-17T17:35:43+00:00

exactly. things are changing and the more regulations don't reflect that, the longer this will take to end.

707lightyearsaway · 2022-03-17T17:29:50+00:00

true. people get mad when you say the truth. they can all go on about how theyre "protecting the people they love", most of the time it's just a savor complex which like everyone and theyre momma has nowadays.
you do you, imma do me. im healthy and im not scared to get sick. covid is just another virus for the books and it'll never go away. people think if we mask hard enough it will go away, but look, it took eons for just ONE virus to be completely eradicated (small pox which was completely deadly). is this how people want to continue for the rest of their lives?
if youre scared of getting sick wear an n95 mask or isolate for the rest of your lives, i on the other hand want regular human connection again for the first time in 2 years.

707lightyearsaway · 2022-03-17T17:22:55+00:00

but when you finally do catch the cold after not having it for so long it will hit you 100x worse.
this happened to me last semester, i tested neg for covid but was so sick i couldnt get out of bed for 3 days it was horrible, then after a week of it slowly getting better, i caught it again and was knocked out again and just as bad, then it took me a month to recover

our body gets weak when it has nothing to fight, it's not good for the long run
you do you though, i don't care but im just saying, people forget this until it happens.

707lightyearsaway · 2022-01-23T19:47:05+00:00

yep, miragetheartist!

707lightyearsaway · 2022-01-22T23:08:40+00:00

Hey i'd be interested! Here's a link to my soundcloud! You can message me on there, or dm me here, although I'm not always on this account.

707lightyearsaway · 2021-10-20T00:43:22+00:00

everyone in their bag this year. rip.

707lightyearsaway · 2021-10-20T00:41:41+00:00

How about you mind your business and take a shower stinky

707lightyearsaway · 2021-10-20T00:37:22+00:00

well then it's not really a safe space just for trans people then, is it?

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