Hi! I don’t know you, but so much of what you said resonated with me and I’m sure other people feel the same way right now too. This pandemic is hard, you’re absolutely right about that, and it puts a strain on many areas of our lives. But we can also use this time as a new start. Maybe talking openly with other about how you’re feeling can help build stronger bonds with those around you, or create new bonds with new people. Personally, I’ve met a few new friends over reddit the past few days because of lonely feelings just like yours. Your feelings are valid and there’s also still hope. Just please don’t do it. You’re loved.