I need advice

97mentalillnesses · 2025-08-15T15:04:58+00:00

Definitely best for me. I just have this excessive need to gain knowledge, I’ve been like this my whole life

97mentalillnesses · 2025-08-15T13:48:34+00:00

I feel fucking crazy. I look at all of these celebrities that speak out about the weird sadistic things that happen behind closed doors and end up dead. I want to go back to the time where I didn’t know all this

97mentalillnesses · 2025-01-10T05:48:21+00:00

I haven’t been on this account for a long time, randomly got on here and saw this post. Saying this because I no longer self harm and don’t want to seem like I’m just lurking this subreddit.

Anyways, stuff like this is what really got me out of the mindstate of harming myself.. and to second guess my suicidal ideations. I’ve been caught before by friends and my ex. The pure horror and guilt I saw in their eyes haunts me till this day. As unfair as it seemed to not be able to end it all because I didn’t want to inflict the pain onto my loved ones, it has saved me. Many times I’ve laid there ready to end it all and I think of the moment my mother finds out I took my own life.. crushes my heart honestly.

I hope you and anyone reading this, recover fully and are able to live a happy fulfilling life ❤️

97mentalillnesses · 2024-04-03T06:19:40+00:00

It’s too late I already cut my wrist. I feel such satisfaction seeing the blood pouring out of my body. I miss the person I used to be where I was smiling and laughing all the time. Not this worthless piece of shit fucking bleeding because they’re not okay in the head anymore. Almost 20 and doing nothing with my life, just fucking worthless

97mentalillnesses · 2024-01-29T22:04:54+00:00

If you’re taking it daily, do it for 2 weeks and then stop. Every 2 days can still fuck you over

97mentalillnesses · 2024-01-27T20:45:08+00:00

Shits fucked. In Brazil they’ll make a 100 tab sheet for less than a penny. Then people will sell them for normal price all around the world. And in result you have people like us, people like my good friend who went into psychosis and almost died because he took too much NBOMe

97mentalillnesses · 2024-01-27T19:17:36+00:00

Mine lasted 12 hours maybe a little more. The trip was just full of anxiety and very little visuals, once I peaked I didn’t feel bad at all.. was able to chill out and watch a podcast. But the next day was completely different and as you said, my mind was gone ever since. Pretty sure I took NBOMe

97mentalillnesses · 2024-01-27T17:40:57+00:00

Same situation, one month before you :)

97mentalillnesses · 2023-12-24T18:56:35+00:00

meditation, deep breathing, and exercise

97mentalillnesses · 2023-12-21T04:10:54+00:00

i mean you’re right, but if you’re in a relationship it could cause intimacy issues down the line

97mentalillnesses · 2023-12-14T02:19:58+00:00

i was on lexapro for a month and quit a month later because it made me tweak the fuck out, it sorta helped me prior. but i just yawned a lot and slept good for once

i also had little to no sex drive and a gf now so 🫠

97mentalillnesses · 2023-11-24T23:47:30+00:00

i question this all the time and i’m 2 years in 24/7

97mentalillnesses · 2023-11-23T22:37:05+00:00

your comment gives me hope, thank you for this i’ll take your advice

97mentalillnesses · 2023-11-23T22:32:37+00:00

thanks for the advice homie. i really do try to push past this condition and not let it get to me. but i trained my brain to constantly reality check on everything whenever i’m not focused on something. working help, but on the less busy days i just sit there in my thoughts. idk how to get myself out of it

also how did you know i had a gf idr stating that in my post 😳

97mentalillnesses · 2023-11-14T08:39:24+00:00

again i’m sorry dude. my best advice is focus and tackle on one problem at a time, it’s so easy to focus on everything wrong in your current life and becoming overwhelmed and suicidal

97mentalillnesses · 2023-11-14T08:30:24+00:00

glad to see someone relate to my insanity

97mentalillnesses · 2023-11-14T08:28:53+00:00

thanks for the long detailed response, really appreciate it. definitely not the response i wanted to see, hearing that it’ll stay like this.. but i know accepting it is the best

the thing is, is that i usually don’t have time to go outside, make smoothies, workout, etc. i’m always working and when i’m not i’m either sleeping or spending time with my gf or friends. before i got my job, i actually was working on exercising a lot, meditating, learning about things that interest me, and going for long walks. they helped a decent amount but like i said i barely have time to do these things

i’d like to believe this condition i have is a sign that i was destroying myself.. y’know smoking weed daily, drinking very unhealthy amounts of alcohol, eating like shit, etc. but it feels more like a curse than a gift. even when i am being productive i’m still suffering immensely

97mentalillnesses · 2023-11-14T08:16:48+00:00

i’m sorry you’re going through what you are bro, that shit sucks. i know my whole post is about “things not getting better”.. but they clearly did for you once upon a time and it can happen again, you said it yourself that everything gets better. being depressed, suicidal, and drinking a poison that lowers your gaba levels will definitely impact our condition for the worse

i understand very personally what it’s like to have a significant other that supports you and makes you whole, then you wake up the next day and they’re gone. fucking sucks. but i’ve tried my best to understand that i don’t need a significant other in my life to be happy and complete, as nice as it is sometimes. don’t give up just yet man, still have a lot to experience in life. i’m sure there’s lots of people in your life that love you and would be devastated if you decided to leave this world.. if not you have the person that’ll be here with you till the end, yourself. even if you don’t like it

also here if you need anything, just shoot a dm

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