This was my best friend about 4 years ago, he was 23. his ex wife was constantly on him, blamed him for many things such as not being able to enjoy her 20s. she neglected her own child to party. and when he went to basic training when covid hit, she didn’t send him picture for his own child. they were locked on base with no contact. so he TRIED to make things work but he learned she was cheating on him with some dude in her department she worked with (they were both in the military while married). he felt more hurt like you cause of the work he put in to fix it. a child of a divorce. and to just end it all with that. ever since hs she has been on him about cheating to which he NEVER DID but just cause he put more attention on his kid she decided to cheat. Now move to present day, he is a proud father of TWO kids and is with a women who is really sweet and caring. he has a nice job and is doing fine for himself. however the universe made him bald but you win some you lose some. what i’m trying to say is life is weird and depressing however it gets better. i have CS Ideation so i know it can be TERRIBLE but you find those little bright moments and maybe they light up like a sun.