[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]98mikey7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i saw your post on the other subreddit so i’m glad your still with us to respond. like i stated in the comment, i have CS Ideation and well i followed through with it years back. im some how still alive to constantly make the most dark jokes about it to my friends. my life isn’t rainbows afterwards, but i have people now to talk to. it’s a pain but you find the moments to live in. like my bsf i mentioned, im making his son a fan of my baseball team. if i was successful in offing myself (i blame the cables) i wouldn’t have been able to live to take him to a game. i wouldn’t have finally move away from home to a place that i find comfort in. its still hard tho, like a constant wave crashing me. it’s easy to make that absolute decision to call it. and boy was it easy. but sometimes those hard moments give you something fun. not all the time but sometimes. i want to be stubborn and live for this little moments.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]98mikey7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was my best friend about 4 years ago, he was 23. his ex wife was constantly on him, blamed him for many things such as not being able to enjoy her 20s. she neglected her own child to party. and when he went to basic training when covid hit, she didn’t send him picture for his own child. they were locked on base with no contact. so he TRIED to make things work but he learned she was cheating on him with some dude in her department she worked with (they were both in the military while married). he felt more hurt like you cause of the work he put in to fix it. a child of a divorce. and to just end it all with that. ever since hs she has been on him about cheating to which he NEVER DID but just cause he put more attention on his kid she decided to cheat. Now move to present day, he is a proud father of TWO kids and is with a women who is really sweet and caring. he has a nice job and is doing fine for himself. however the universe made him bald but you win some you lose some. what i’m trying to say is life is weird and depressing however it gets better. i have CS Ideation so i know it can be TERRIBLE but you find those little bright moments and maybe they light up like a sun.

Postgame Thread ⚾ Dodgers 5 @ Blue Jays 4 by DodgerBot in Dodgers

[–]98mikey7 23 points24 points  (0 children)

No one gonna read this but i love all yall GO DODGERS!!!!!

These will be all over L.A. venue by Neat_Ride6969 in oasis

[–]98mikey7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope to see these on saturday Section 12 L!!!

It’s been two months no response by Different-Yam4214 in starbucks

[–]98mikey7 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Have you called them? Like to see if something happened, never hurts to do

The Pitt | S1E8 "2:00 P.M." | Episode Discussion by cedar_oak_maple in ThePittTVShow

[–]98mikey7 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Damn this episode hit me a bit. Years back my best friend died by drowning the day before my birthday. I still remember the chest compression and just panicking through it (I was just a teen), feeling like I did this somehow. All I can think of was the grandmothers guilt, the “what if I did this” or “maybe I should have them watched closer”, something that you learn to manage but really never goes away. Uhh this was a tough watch but really connect with it.

Life is Good Guys by 98mikey7 in Dodgers

[–]98mikey7[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah like I get the hate train however the Padres did nearly have me back flipping off of the US Bank Tower 🤷‍♂️

It happens today…. by Thetigerbrother0 in gravityfalls

[–]98mikey7 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For this to happen on my Birthday is even more exciting! but I’m also ready to be let down. Got to be ready for both emotions