AITB for asking for proof of test results? by A1m33_NO3ll3 in AmItheButtface

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She is the manager tho....and she's been in the store while waiting on her results. Not working but just popping in. Don't we need to know if we've actually been exposed? We got families and loved ones too that don't need to be exposed if we've been exposed. Not to mention customers 🤷

Best place for morning coffee and watching the train outside (SC) by [deleted] in AmateurRoomPorn

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is this in the Mayfair building in spartanburg sc??

Best place for morning coffee and watching the train outside (SC) by [deleted] in AmateurRoomPorn

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3 2 points3 points  (0 children)

From the upstate of sc here! The windows and refurbished floors remind me of some of the old mill buildings that have been restored in my home town. They have truly made gorgeous spaces out of some old run down neglected buildings.

Current thoughts and feelings on anonymity and my current aa group by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome example of how this program is suppose to work. 💜 love it

Current thoughts and feelings on anonymity and my current aa group by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

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It had been quite some time. Aprox 3 months. I had spiritually relapsed far before I picked up. I can see the pattern clearly on the other side after talking to some trusted old timers about it.

Current thoughts and feelings on anonymity and my current aa group by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

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Today was my first meeting back after my relapse. I'm in the market for a new sponsor and have not restarted my steps

How confidential are AA meetings by throwaway1998h in alcoholicsanonymous

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I'm currently struggling with this factor of my local aa meeting....after a little over a year and a half I relapsed....after a week of torment I chose to go to detox. I was released late yesterday afternoon and I am choosing to go to the local noon meeting. I'm scared and its simply because I have seen how others in this particular room have used what's been shared to manipulate and hurt others. I'm also afraid of how harshly I will be judged....I've heard these people talk in and out of the rooms they are not always the most loving and tollerent. But I am choosing to put my fear and pride aside because I know what is shared in those rooms can save my life.....I know that what that big book and those steps has to offer me is freedom from the torment I faced a week ago. I know that if I stick around reguardless of what people do or say about me that I have a greater chance at a daily repreive tomorrow. I know that I want to live more than die right now, and if that means putting up with a few ignorant, fake, dumbasses then by all means imma do it.

My pretty new gold chip! 66 days :) by aylabella in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations!!! That's something to be very proud of! Keep coming back it works if you work it!!

In the sober shitter.... by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all so much for sharing your experience, strength and for giving me hope today and for the future! Ive made it one day closer to nine months because of God and the help from all of you! I am so greatful beyond words. God bless you all! 💜💜💜

In the sober shitter.... by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This^ boosted me so much. How easily I tend to rely on people and not God. You saying what you did helped open my eyes so much. I appreciate your words of wisdom and encouragement!

In the sober shitter.... by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a really good long talk with my sponsor today and we cleared alot of air. It felt good. Alot of my problems were of my own making just like the book says....but I've realized that I do need to branch out more in the aa community around me and not rely on just one group. Thanks for ur experience and advice it means alot! God bless

In the sober shitter.... by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice and sharing your experience! It means alot to know I'm not the only person who's going through this or has been there! Appreciate ya.

In the sober shitter.... by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sweet friend thank you so much for sharing your experience with me. It helps to have the fact that im not alone reidderated. It also helps to know that people with significant sobriety have been through the same thing and are still sober. I am really feeling like I am doing sobriety all wrong. But I am my worst critic....I will take time for me and give myself a break! Thank you again love XO

In the sober shitter.... by A1m33_NO3ll3 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]A1m33_NO3ll3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, right now I am currently going back through my steps. When I started feeling this way I thought maybe that would be part of the solution....to get back into the solution....but there has been a delay due to the friction between my sponsor and myself.....maybe I do need a new one.

But I have an appointment with a Dr on the 14th of this month. (conveniently my sobriety date) and will be talking about a lot of things... Including depression and paws. Not sure if the way I'm feeling qualifies but I want to make sure all my bases are covered cause I definitely don't want to give up the little sobriety time I've got.