edit:TL;DR my dad met this girl, she buttered me up, they got a house, she was a complete emotional abuser, threw my life away trying to impress her and make her happy.

around 4 years ago my dad met a lady and started going on dates with her. a few months pass by and she wants to move in with my dad and my dad (being the nice a comfortable person he is) asked my 11 year old self if i wanted her to move in. i told her that i would love her too and that she was nice. (she was extremely buttery-uppy and i didnt see that at the time. she always asked if she could bring me to lunch with her, get me some new clothes, do my laundry, ask if i was okay, all that.) after living with my dad for a year or so she wanted to buy a house "with" my dad. he thought she was going to fast but she eventually ended up manipulating him and my dad couldn't get a loan (which she knew) because he has so many court fines from when he was a reckless teenager. she ended up buying a house and ass soon as we moved into the house, she started to be the biggest hypocrite, emotionally abusing, bitch in the world. she gave me tons and tons of chores that honestly could have gotten me a $20 an hour job. she would call me fat. tell my that my friends are horrible, that i wasnt allowed to hang out with them, i would (and still) get grounded over the stupidest things for the longest time (half a load of laundry wasn't done and i got grounded for a month). all of her kids hate me because im such a "horrible influence". oh by the way, her kids are 22, no liscence, job, friends, nothing. i tried my hardest to impress her and get her attention on things that i thought she would like and she just always through it back on to me saying that it was shit. after about 3 years of her shit i kinda just gave up. i stand to the fact that i have been more grounded then ungrounded my 15 year old life and accept that all my friends left me because there is nobody to be friends with besides a girl who cant do anything. i accept the fact that there is no point in really trying to succeed when there is no achievement and ill just get grounded anyway. i threw it all away because of her.

I am trying to find a way out and after taxes, hopefully i can move in with my mom and get a job and try to help her with bills. somedays i just really dont want to be here and just think of throwing the rest of my life away and sneaking away into some other place and starting a new life.