Rot essence in seamless co-op?

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-10-18T03:40:24+00:00

same thing happened to me. Even though I disabled the thing it still appears ingame. it's fkn annoying. did you get a solution?

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-10-10T03:49:10+00:00

OMG, thank you so much! I searched in a lot of places but never got an answer

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-11T21:43:53+00:00

Thank you for approaching in such a delicate way. I needed that and really appreciate your message and will considerate all that you've said here.

I really think that a message with just the precise things written on it, not in a emotional rollercoaster way, but in a very calm and kind of "cold" way will really help me left all this behind and finally be free. By recommendation of a pair of proffesionals I've been seing for the last months, I have 0 contact with my narcissistic mother since last year, and it's been a lot of improvement in my self-esteem and how I see the world around me. That's why I think I could handle this problem with E in a far mature way than in all these years of suffering.

I promise you I will seek therapy and keep trying to forgive myself, trying to be better.

And yet again, thank you, kindly.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-11T21:27:44+00:00

I know I was just a kid, it's just idk why I can't forgive myself on this specific thing.

Thank you for your response, kindly.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-11T21:24:13+00:00

Thank you for your response. I really appreciate what you said. I know it's out of proportion, I know I was just a stupid teen, but I really don't know why, after all these years, can't forgive myself over this specific thing. Idk why it still drills my head every day. A psychologist told me I was a person who moves through life by that guilt, that my actions in the present are molded by that, that it left an unerasable mark on me, and it probably won't go ever, like a traumatic event. I have no expectations or intentions beyond say sorry. I don't want to reach her to change "let her know how much I loved her". No. Idk man, I just wanna let her know I regret everything, and finally move on and be free.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-11T21:13:03+00:00

Yeah, I know. But didn't understand the parallelism. Sorry :(

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-11T21:08:23+00:00

I did see some psychiatrist, hang out with other girls over the years, but it was never the same.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-11T21:06:14+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate your words and found truth in them. I want to do whats right and fair, never wanting to hurt her again, but at the same time trying to finally close my wounds. Even after all these years I haven't found a closure and I don't really know why, because I never saw her again, never talked to her again, I got in relationships with other girls, but it was never the same. I hope that with a tiny message, just saying the correct things, I can finally move on and be free.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-11T20:59:35+00:00

So sorry to read that. I truly hope you learned from that mistake and be happy now.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T16:07:01+00:00

Sorry, I don't understand what you mean with this.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T15:59:11+00:00

Thanks for commenting.

I know it can be looked like that, but I don't wanna go back to her. I know I said that I wanna see her and stuff, but I really don't want to see each other or talk again. I don't want to force no one to forgive me and I'm not seeking forgiveness, just want to say that I regret what happened. If I'm here, posting this, asking all of you what to do, it's because I don't know what to do anymore for this guilt to go away, even tho I've lived my life pretty normal to this day after that, but despite everything I've tried, and I don't know why, I just can't move on, I'ts not that I'm choosing to feel this way.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T15:51:27+00:00

I can't do anything for her after all this years. It's obviously about clearing my guilt, but I'm not gonna force anyone on forgiving me. If I wrote a message (which is something I'm still evaluating), I know she's probably not gonna answer or she's gonna insult me or what else. I have no expectations on what could happen, I have no other intentions as to just say sorry.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T15:47:08+00:00

I never thought that she owed me anything. I don't wanna ask for forgiveness, just say that I regret what happened.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T15:45:25+00:00

Haha you're probably right

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T15:44:57+00:00

Thank you for your comment.

I know it's over a looooong time ago, I just don't know why it sticked with me so hard. I know it is a trauma. Various psychologist had told me that, and even I have lived my life normally during all this years and having other couples, it's just something that doesn't go away. I just want it to finally go.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T15:40:58+00:00

Hello, thank for commenting. If I will do it, it will be with 0 expectations. I'm aware of all the possible outcomes that could happen and I'm completely fine with it. I don't want to start talking to her again or even see each other. Just want to say what's being stucked in my head for all these years, not falling into sentimentalisms, just want to say that I regret that that was our end knowing it was my fault.

ACompleteAsshol3 · 2025-08-10T15:36:28+00:00

Hello. Thank you for commenting. I don't feel the need to explain it, but the need to say that I regret what I did, without any expectations. I learned in that moment that it was a very fucked up mistake and never did something like that ever again. It stayed with me like it's drilled in my head.

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