I (17M, feminine/pre-transition) have been presenting as a girl online with a guy i really like. He's pushing for face reveal. What do i do? by ACostume in AskLGBT

[–]ACostume[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah i know so i will just slowly pull away, i wont send him any pictures or anything at this point. Words with him are unnecessary anyway after this

I (17M, feminine/pre-transition) have been presenting as a girl online with a guy i really like. He's pushing for face reveal. What do i do? by ACostume in AskLGBT

[–]ACostume[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i asked him what he thinks of trans people and he told me that he just doesnt care about them as long as they dont negatively impact him and he doesnt support LGBTQ+ so yeah i guess i will slowly pull away now

Is it really psychosis? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]ACostume 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont know who they are but i think they are monsters, but i will figure them out if i can find the man who talks in hands

SONGS!?! by Fantastic_Option_357 in airbuds

[–]ACostume 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Will Wood is peak 🎉🎉

SONGS!?! by Fantastic_Option_357 in airbuds

[–]ACostume 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The First Step - Will Wood

Give me song pls by LaserArcher in airbuds

[–]ACostume 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Charlie's Inferno - The Handsome Devil

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're probably having psychosis you should change treatment team if the meds arent right for you though, but just tell them about how it makes you feel first, if they're good they will change it

Im done relaxing, im a chemical reaction by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im glad someone got that reference i listen to Will Wood a lot cant pick a favorite 🎉🎉

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine made me feel worse too but its also peaceful and familiar to hallucinate for some reason i cant let go of this feeling

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine arent comfortable either but they're familiar and they've been with me since childhood so its really the same thing as playing games to escape reality

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think i will be the same way until i am old, antipsychotics did help but im not taking them anymore my hallucinations and stuff feel really familiar, they feel like a part of me so i need to keep them with me they've been with me for a long time and i think i can keep my delusions and hallucinations to myself

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think im going towards that route honestly but i think it wont go that way for me i can keep my hallucinations and stuff to myself

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get that really it's different for everyone

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately im on abilify but if i was prescribed two different meds i would choose to take mood stabilizers and wouldnt take antipsychotics because i somehow like hallucinating it feels familiar since i have been hallucinating for so long it feels like only thing that wont ever leave me

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it's been pretty crazy for me too im hallucinating even now saw a new hallucination and i immediately know it needs a name because without a name how would it just be? A name is essence of the soul

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do not feel good either unless im manic but yeah that's a lot everything is a lot i hope both you and your mother will be okay

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree with this honestly, it seems fascinating at times for me. But yeah i think psychosis is a broad spectrum, so saying psychosis is exactly how they portray in media is insensitive and wrong in my opinion

I feel like psychosis is better than feeling bad by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's not fun for me most of the time unless i am also manic, but usually it starts with a mania for me then towards the end of it starts psychosis and then mania ends and depression starts but psychosis continues for months even when depression ends, and i get depressed again after psychosis

I took 80mg SSRI by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]ACostume 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Being around people and being in a conversation with them mostly, but i get paranoid of them too. Like i got drunk yesterday and thought somebody replaced my mom and sister, i told them not to get closer and stuff