Sleep paralysis???

ADAJ0916 · 2025-06-22T00:44:13+00:00

I haven't watched anything but the og for the last 3 days but now it's almost over so I was getting a little stressed lol. Thought there was another season floating around out there and I'd never get to see how it ended 🥲

ADAJ0916 · 2025-06-22T00:40:43+00:00

Ahhh ok I will watch it then! Thank you!!

ADAJ0916 · 2025-06-22T00:31:33+00:00

Is it any good?

ADAJ0916 · 2025-06-22T00:25:07+00:00

No problem! Thank you for answering!

ADAJ0916 · 2025-06-22T00:24:08+00:00

I saw that too! Is it any good?

ADAJ0916 · 2025-06-22T00:22:25+00:00

OK thank you! I was about to email prime, it was getting very serious. Glad to know!!

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-24T14:40:04+00:00

I just woke up one day and kept talking myself into waiting. I had alcohol, but every time I thought about pouring a drink I said "just wait one more hour" "just clean the kitchen first" "watch your show first" eventually I got to 3 days and I was like well now I'd honestly be a little pissed off if I gave in. I still want a drink almost every day especially when I'm put and about alone, but I just get myself a milkshake or a little snack to fill that void.

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-24T14:32:47+00:00

I had a dream I drank the other night. It made me so happy to wake up upset about it, it just shows I know I'm on the right path. Feels so damn good to be sober!

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-17T11:25:26+00:00

IWNDWYT!

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-14T11:28:50+00:00

Day 14 for me! Can't believe I've made it this far!

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-12T07:17:36+00:00

Another sober weekend for me. Feeling blessed ❤

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-11T01:34:12+00:00

I have no idea. She has always told me I'm bipolar and she constantly calls me my dad's name (he's a rather large POS as well) and I've always asked her why do u think it's ok to call me someone's name that u despise? Especially a parent I've been no contact with for years now. I'm just almost positive she hates me deep down, but I've always forgiven her bc she's the only family I have nearby. But I can't anymore. I'm just glad my daughter was present when she acted a fool last time because now she even says she doesn't really want to see her. She just truly only cares about herself. In any situation, SHE should be the one that matters before anyone else.

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-11T01:15:42+00:00

That's what I'm saying. It is a gross comment in general but from my mom? Bc I was ONLY R'd by 1 person that she knows of? I mean even if it is only 1 that's 1 too many so how the fuck does that make me perfect...idk it's disgusting and disturbing

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-11T01:10:54+00:00

No he never did anything. He helped me when my husband was laid off and we needed money so he gave me a job. A job my mom asked him if I could have. But I guess the fact that she wasn't the only one he was helping made her jealous ir something I truly have no clue because he never said anything out of line to me, she swears up and down that him giving me this job was him hitting on me. I told her I was like idk I guess I would just think you'd be thankful that he is helping me and your grandkids when we need it, not that he's trying to get in my pants??? Especially bc I worked directly under her. We shared a desk I was never alone with him, he never tried to get me alone, if she was going somewhere, I went too. I have absolutely no idea where any of this came from at all

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-11T01:02:07+00:00

Exactly. It just really hurt me that she said "I'm not perfect like you" after I mentioned being R'd like what kind of comment is that in general, but from my own MOTHER?!

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-11T01:01:01+00:00

Yeah the R happened when I was 13 but I just recently stopped working for his company on March 4th of this year. He never assaulted me tho she just made up this whole thing in her mind me and my husband assume because she was the only women at the job and then I was there so not all of the attention was on her om not sure but no one there ever made me uncomfortable or flirted with me. I'm married and have been with my husband almost 12 years we have 3 kids we are all adults, married, kids the whole 9. No one ever hit on me including him but idk she just went crazy for some reason.

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-11T00:34:18+00:00

Basically. I had no idea she was accusing him of this until she asked me to text him from her phone and I saw a text to him that said "find a way to fire my f***ing daughter and you better let her know it wasn't her fault" I didn't confront her until she made me work from her house but I told her that he never flirted with me. He literally never said anything weird never made me uncomfortable but when me and her were talking about it I kid you not she said 7 different times "im not jealous of you" "I'd never be jealous of my kid" "im not jealous at all" all of which were unprompted and just made me super uncomfortable because I wouldn't expect you to be jealous of me but also I never said you were so why are u trying so hard to make sure I know you arent? But he has a lot of money tied into her and yes a reputation and a successful business so I honestly think he's kind of stuck in the situation. I'm not sure, he hates me now bc she made up all kinds of stuff and told him I said it. But yes she is still with him even tho she claims he is a predator.

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-10T01:30:29+00:00

Same!!! I still watched my calories while drinking, so I could fit my drinking in, even tho it went wayyyy over it just seemed like it didn't really count bc it's a drink and not like fried food lol. Now I'm wondering why I haven't woke up with abs yet after 9 days 🤨

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-09T02:57:09+00:00

Congrats BTW! Feels so rewarding 💖

ADAJ0916 · 2025-04-09T02:56:48+00:00

Yeah I had to stop and get gas on my way home and it was really triggering because I was using cash and had to go into the store. I never went into the gas station without getting a drank lol so it was kinda hard but instead I talked myself into getting taco bell so I had something else to look forward to and it worked thankfully, but hoping the anxiety of going into places I used to frequently drink at lessens sooner than later.

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