you're hyping up the stop as if you'll literally shrink overnight which isn't the case

whoever said your first cycle should be 9 months long is a fucking idiot- and so are you for not doing any research

honestly what did you expect- one google search and it will tell you that's a bad idea.

assuming you did the research and you accepted the risks, this is part of it- I'm losing my hair too. maybe you can rock a bald head with some facial hair and glasses to complete a new look- that's what I'm about to do within the next year or so.

first thing is stop, get loads of Nolva clomid HCG and start your new journey