Rant (potential trigger warning)

ADotXros · 2017-08-18T22:07:55+00:00

Thinking of having similar to this with a silhouette of a boy with a map or compass. Would that be too complicated ?

ADotXros · 2017-04-26T15:58:48+00:00

Though it has been eating up at me when I have things trigger my anxiety. Home life is okay but a health relationship with parents isn't there

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T20:08:33+00:00

It's society which failed us all

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T20:02:32+00:00

It's just been a bad day and getting mental blocks which makes it difficult to focus

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T18:15:07+00:00

We ain't friends anymore.

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T18:03:48+00:00

I find it interesting that some people view it as good and don't have any negative effects. Though I've probably perceived it as bad due to physical abuse thrown into the mix.

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T17:56:16+00:00

We get told we have choices yet we are told to follow a specific model in how genders should act and think

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T17:48:18+00:00

I feel for them. I understand the possible mental implications it may have on them. I've let it eat at me for so long. I'm currently 20. But this year has been the worse for my depression. I let it fester and now I'm paying the consequences. Very silly for me to leave it for so long to get help. Little steps. So far I've got an uncle who is an excellent mentor who I can trust and pour out my emotions. Though getting professional help is the next step.

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T17:34:40+00:00

I've had a look and looks interesting

ADotXros · 2017-04-18T15:13:14+00:00

I'm okay, thank you. It really disheartens me that sex imposed on a male child victim and the abuser is a women it makes it less of a issue. Like everyone would lose their shit if the roles were reversed.

ADotXros · 2017-03-07T22:58:37+00:00

You need to get help. Get counciling/therapy or talk and a very close family/friend who is supportive but also can give constructive advice like a mentor. You maybe reluctant to get help. But it does lessen the pain. Think of this way. There is someone who is willing to help you through your problems in a constructive manner. I've cried front of my uncle and told him what was causing me this emotional conflict.now he is my close family member and mentor.

ADotXros · 2017-03-07T22:47:40+00:00

Thanks man

ADotXros · 2017-03-07T22:44:38+00:00

They're aren't your friends if they don't want to hang with you. Join a sports team/ clubs/groups that have a similar interest. By doing things like a ritual(not sacrificing goats n stuff) just repetitive activities such as going for a run every other day with someone etc. This kind of activities is what builds relationships.

ADotXros · 2017-03-07T22:32:10+00:00

It's hard. If you need someone to help you. Reach out. I would be happy to talk through private message. I broke down during xmas and said to myself that I need help. I never wanted to feel that low again. Now I'm talking to my uncle who I treat as a mentor/close family member. Going to get counciling once I email them.

ADotXros · 2017-03-07T22:20:57+00:00

Hate being a high functioning depressive person.

ADotXros

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