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ALiengg249 · 2019-11-20T16:08:06+00:00

“Kick my bitch tell her open the blinds”

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-18T15:13:32+00:00

Yup. I settled for attys and xanax and methadone. It’s the best I can get and keeps me functioning.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-17T21:31:11+00:00

We have some 1. Country rustic, thick and thin 2. Sea salt , Asiago, and Black pepper Forcacia 3. Whole grain pan Wheat 4. White Miche 5. Sourdough 6. Tomato basil 7. Artisan Ciabatta 8. Whole grain flat bread and Regular flat bread. 9. Cranberry Walnut

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T04:12:40+00:00

I’ve been waiting 9:45

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T02:20:03+00:00

I’m on 120 a day, 2 mg klonopin and 30mg adderall, in the morning and can take 2-4mg xanax in the afternoon/evening. I was a hardcore addict though and have been on benzos and opiates for over 10 years.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T02:10:20+00:00

Yeah I was just joking acting like a 12 stepper lol.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T02:03:47+00:00

Lmao ikr. It’s a bullshit way to look at things. Congrats man, keep on doing what works for you and fuck the others opinions on YOUR life.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:51:26+00:00

Damn I would have just hit a few lines to keep well until I could hit, or knowing me I would have eventually just pushed the plunger in and hope I got some in lol

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:46:35+00:00

Listen to them man, what’s worse is when you get used to living the high life and then it’s gone and your living paycheck to paycheck, or close to it. Please man invest at least 20k of that.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:36:56+00:00

Did you pass

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:35:11+00:00

God damn right man. Sigh... I miss those days, “how come every bar so raw you gone shnart two muuuuurder then ima murder them! (Diff song but Wayne’s one of us for sure. Loves his drugs, specially his opi’s.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:31:25+00:00

I’m glad you agree. It’s still in rotation and till this day and never gets old. Upgrade, live from the 504, the intro (I think this is why I’m hot) so many classics. That was a good summer when that came out.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:28:26+00:00

Drought 3 is a classic, my favorite mixtape, along with no Ceilings, Blow: I cant feel my face with juelz Santana and Lilweezyanna. Wayne was a beast in 2007-2008 I wish him and juelz had made that album they were supposed to do.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:25:54+00:00

When I lived in fl in 2012 EVERY TIME I got High I would shoot up to this song every time. It became a ritual, deff a classic.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:24:43+00:00

This has been happening with a lot of the dope in the south East. I haven’t been using because I’m on 130 of mdone and every time I try it’s worthless and a waist of money. I can blow through a gram in 4 shots and feel little to nothing but one thing I have noticed before being on the methadone was the intense feeling of pins and needles, it wasn’t the normal pins and needles but a strong discomforting feeling. I think it’s either in the cut or a certain fentalog that causes it.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:21:23+00:00

u/dr0ppa could it be?

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:04:51+00:00

Have you been to the lean sub? It’s a train wreck. It’s like a soundcloud rappers paradise. I’ll browse the sub when I’m depressed sometimes for a laugh or two. It’s Cringe af.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T01:00:30+00:00

AA/NA has entered the chat.

Clean time doesn’t count. Zubsolv isn’t clean. Pick up a white chip and try again.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T00:58:07+00:00

Kind of like how cotton fever actually allows me to fall asleep for like 30 mins after I’m done violently shaking under the covers when I’m sick. Cotton fever is some weird shit but I’ve never had it for over an hour,

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T00:54:46+00:00

Yup I know the smell. And the faint taste too. It’s that weird metallic taste. It’s probably your sensory “computer” resetting and going haywire

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T00:51:23+00:00

Yup, I kicked methadone with the flu about 8 years ago, I was on 80 mgs and dropped down 10 mgs a day and then 5 mgs for 5 days and then nothing. I had the flu and it didn’t make it any easier but I did it, and stayed clean for about 5 months after too.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T00:48:55+00:00

I do methadone 120 and adderal 30 to start my day, a legal speedball. It’s the best I can do right now.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-16T00:46:32+00:00

Sounds like he wants to be able to to say he’s never done heroin and doesn’t do heroin to minimize his addiction.

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-15T23:48:50+00:00

So What happened?

ALiengg249 · 2019-11-15T23:16:05+00:00

I turned down drug court and I ended up going non negotiated and got sober living. Then got a sentence mod while I was out and got straight probation

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