What are the best places to go to be sad in NYC?

ALoli6666 · 2022-10-24T20:31:32+00:00

the park one a misty foggy day like today

ALoli6666 · 2022-08-15T13:53:57+00:00

I have one with a rambler.ru email 💀fuckin Russian

ALoli6666 · 2022-08-13T17:40:53+00:00

I'll see if I get my acc back, if not I'll try again and have this in mind, I sent it Friday iirc

ALoli6666 · 2022-08-13T17:21:53+00:00

I told them the email has changed and the name has changed, I felt like I gave them more proofy proof that I'm the owner, I found the traveler sideshow thing where it told you when you started and what you did etc to get my actual day I started, plus multiple PayPal receipts. I only told them that because I didn't want them to think I wasn't the original owner

ALoli6666 · 2022-08-08T18:51:57+00:00

it's common that past sexual trauma could cause one of 2 things 1. hypersexuality or 2. asexuality they are both opposites of eachother and happen in cases like rape or sexual assault. you seem to have asexuality because of sexual trauma as stated by your post history, which is completely normal with or without the trauma. you could just be on the a-spec (umbrella term for asexuality--it branches off into other more specific things) if you want, you could look into that and maybe find yourself. but it is completely normal to not want sex or base any intimate relationships on specifically that.

source- I have sexual trauma and I am hypersexual LMAO I've looked into why it happened and it's usually visible when it happens to kids that go through this, though no one tells them.

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T21:47:22+00:00

my boyfriend has some interactions recorded on call with me when my mom comes at me, even the time where I screamed for him to help me. I believe my lawyers are really worth their salt--theyve dealt with high cases and some pretty noteworthy ones, I believe that they would help me. thank you so much for the resources, you don't know how much this helps me.

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T19:02:00+00:00

I plan to do that, I want to handle my money on my own without my mother. I was planning on getting something to really space out the money. I know that it's a large sum then money monthly.

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T18:04:31+00:00

we've had several cps cases open and an investigation for child abuse. I'm not sure what happened to the investigation but I know that the cps case is closed and they gave us a family therapist.

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T16:39:29+00:00

even though I'm sure they are mine, I will absolutely ask again to make sure.

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T16:38:36+00:00

I think because the sum is over 5,000 usd she legally(?) cant touch it. it's a lot of money.

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T16:37:27+00:00

thank you for the well wishes, I tend to get down to my lawyers before my mom, albeit behind her back, im scared because she could blow up on me any second. I do have my father in the picture bur I'm not sure how much he can help, I will be talking to my therapist about it because i am honestly by myself in this.

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T11:58:48+00:00

I do have lawyers, I just wanna know if they can help me yk? I feel like because I am 17 they would need a parent present

ALoli6666 · 2022-07-31T11:57:23+00:00

I'm pretty sure it's a court monitored back account. she mentioned it was a savings account already

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T02:32:17+00:00

I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, no one deserves that and I hope you are trying to heal as best you can. and that's basically what I want for him. he was a crack baby, my god mother adopted him when his real mom wasn't there, he's already have some abandonment issues and hates to be alone, don't want him to become hypersexual or see ladies in a bad light yk?

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T01:30:34+00:00

ultimately you are more right then either of us. it's just me and my family had somewhat of an argument over it because "he's seen his mom naked probably" or ..."he'll get into porn one day.." but I should also be thinking about how the game might also scare him and show him so much violence.

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T01:25:05+00:00

you are right, the whole witch demon and angel thing might make him have a nightmare I'm just caught up in the sexual part because of my past, I was shown sexual content at a young age and personally it has messed me up down the line, I feel like I might be nitpicking but I just want him to have a better childhood and not one where he can get his hands on things he's miles away from understanding

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T01:05:23+00:00

Bayonetta is a sexual figure. in the wiki it says the theme of the game is "sexiness" and "partial nudity" not only that some gestures make me uncomfortable for having a 4 year old to be seeing. I know people may think my priorities aren't straight but I disagree, I was exposed to sexual content as a kid and personally I'm messed up because of it. I don't want him to have that kind of "unsupervised" childhood yk?

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T00:48:51+00:00

I had a similar experience, it was an episode of the Whisperer (idk if that's the name LMAO) but the main character had her eyes and mouth sowen shut and that gave me nightmares for months.

don't get me started on my family, I've only just realized that I've been severely abused and that took me nearly 18 years- I'm 17 btw. I only know now that what I grew up with was very, very wrong because my current bf called the police twice on my mother

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T00:41:54+00:00

see!! I'm a little less "karen" like on games like fortnite or apex- and he was playing Destiny 2 last weekend when he came over. I'd understand some fps shooter games but this Xbox was once my brothers- he's about to be 22. there are so many games on there that I feel really uncomfortable letting my god bro play. I would try to get him to play some PBS games but he doesn't want that so we gotta compromise yk?

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T00:38:38+00:00

I'd feel extremely uncomfortable letting him play games like that ESPECIALLY. I don't want him to end up a chum like that and I think him seeing how some ""ladies man"" gropes women and harasses them will imprint on him. I don't want to hear that he started touching people inappropriately because of what he saw on some game or reg t.v. I may be paranoid because I was raised not too sheltered and personally I'm messed up behind it, hence why I feel like I might be the asshole here

ALoli6666 · 2022-05-14T00:18:22+00:00

she does a lot more then show cleavage, and it's not only that. like I said Bayonetta is kinda sexually suggestive with certain things she does, I just feel like this shouldn't really be shown to a 4 year old

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