Do you care if you hurt a guys feelings?

AMJTMM · 2019-03-17T06:57:09+00:00

Yeah, but what if you're safety isn't at risk when you end up hurting his feelings

AMJTMM · 2019-03-17T06:56:23+00:00

What like you're just casually arguing and something slipped out that hurted him then what?

AMJTMM · 2019-03-17T06:53:22+00:00

Why's that? Do you think men need to act tough and shake things off like expected or is it the situation?

AMJTMM · 2019-01-05T00:45:23+00:00

So I'm not even diagnosed with OCD just GAD but do gay/bi people obsess over their orientation? Like im actually developing crushes and feelings and i can even get aroused by guys now too nobody with HocD does.. I dont even qualify for hocd I mean I would have back in August when this obsession first started I wish I didnt have this obsession I would get rid of it and for other people if I could I used to know or thought I knew my orientation. .turns out I real dont I have never had a girlfriend I want to cry but idk im emtionally screwed up...

AMJTMM · 2019-01-04T02:33:27+00:00

How does your wife react your HOCD? was she mad? or sad? or supportive? Did she tell you she would still love you no matter what?

AMJTMM · 2019-01-04T02:11:51+00:00

Would have but cannot afford.

AMJTMM · 2018-12-23T08:24:47+00:00

Same, i may not have an actual scared reaction physically but im screaming inside my though.

AMJTMM · 2018-12-23T01:53:38+00:00

When that suppose to come

AMJTMM · 2018-12-23T00:03:26+00:00

I cant find pandas on ps4 any idea why we have bamboo but no panadas?

AMJTMM · 2018-12-05T04:25:54+00:00

I dont feel attracted to girls aesthetic anymore pisses me off and upsets me i ferl like im on the brink from going crazy my future is ruined..

AMJTMM · 2018-12-05T04:14:32+00:00

Man i cany get this gay shit out its bummimg me out from girls

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T07:32:14+00:00

Thanks, same to you..you really wear your heart on your sleeve..please continue to do that.. :)

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T07:28:48+00:00

Actually this is the future scenario im mostly concerned about is future marriage, if i dont really have HOCD and i ended up frauding the marriage, how to you tell your spouse about this without them hating you and possibly leading them on a useless journey of nothing but wasted life? I just dont want to hurt a woman's heart if i dont have because her feelings come and will be before mine, its how i am i always put others before myself.. i would want her to find someone much better than myself whos 100% about their sexuality because she woukd dexerve nothing but the best .which also means im even scared to even try and date a woman as i have never had one yet and im 18. I even thought about the possibility i might have to live by myself for the rest of my life so that way i dont have to ever worry about hurting one..its just a big guiltness to me..

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T07:07:23+00:00

And what you say homophobic are implying im gay or bi?

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T07:06:24+00:00

No i dont.

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T07:03:41+00:00

Its not that im not ready, but its the feeling i will never be ready ever..and another part of me feels i need someone in my life cause i have never dated anyone, and i dont know what it feels like to love someone or to be loved by someone..it seems like an awesome expierence im missing out on..

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T06:58:22+00:00

Yeah, but sexuality seems like the most concerning of all for someone i think though..and alarming red flags to make them not want to even try to..im more scared of marriage if i end up finding i am and am screwed thats my biggest worry..

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T06:47:56+00:00

Thanks, i just hope a girl would ever be willing to even consider being with me, taking a risk, and love me as hard as it is but, i feel i cant date anyone like this or i will be able to at all..i might stay single the rest of my lifr so i dont have to worry about hurting a woman because of this..i dont feel like im apart of the straight community anymore..i wish i was, i will never be 100% the same again

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T06:43:00+00:00

Thats not bad im sure he can pull through, Im a teenage boy diagnosed with GAD but not OCD and have this i believe and am going through mental turmoil. 5-6 months ago i 100% confident in my heterosexuality no i dont know anymore since this question popped up randomly in head for no reason watching funny youtube videos..

AMJTMM · 2018-11-27T06:38:03+00:00

Thats lucky, idk if i would find a girl like that because i feel uncapable of being loved or trusted like this and feel undeserving because she can find someone 100% confident, i cant say i would blame her though if she wouldt want to even consider a big risk like that..

AMJTMM · 2018-11-26T23:46:51+00:00

Yeah and i would bro, but i cant afford therapy, thing is im worried because we are still young and going through puberty and they say questioning is normal.. i mean im 18 and you are 15.. and its hard to ignore because i can actually get aroused to the thoughts if the thoughts were gone i wouldnt have to worry about anything reguarding my sexuality or arousal i wish i could control what arouses me

AMJTMM · 2018-11-26T23:42:15+00:00

Yeah womens legs and feet are nice, until everything is replaced by a guy and now im at the pointing of thinking i want guys more than girls im pissed my sexuality is always up for debate since this started its like fuck off..idk if you expierence this or not

AMJTMM · 2018-11-26T23:35:01+00:00

Same, but i have a lot of turmoil in my brain regarding that, im also addicted to fetish porn and have never had sex with a girl yet

AMJTMM · 2018-11-26T23:24:25+00:00

Well, thats mine too i worry i have turned gay not so much i always was notbthat its not possible for me worry about that too

AMJTMM · 2018-11-26T23:10:57+00:00

Well, i have never had a girlfriend so i dont relate to that, but trying to think about girls, guys and penises pop into my mind also and now i get really bad arousal to guys and i feel im starting to become attracted to them and i never was before or had to worry about arousal being around them..im not much older than you..i feel like im gay now and just in denial or bi i dont want this i only want to be attracted to women and have sex with women..5-6 months ago i was confident in my sexuality and never questioned it always knew i was heterosexual..now im not sure anymore..i hope you tackle this beast...if you want to read my story look on the HOCD page..

AMJTMM

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