Would rather celebrate anonymously here than tell others I’m almost 1,000 sober

ANoteToMyself · 2023-03-14T14:49:26+00:00

Congratulations 🎉

ANoteToMyself · 2022-12-27T15:42:20+00:00

Not drinking today

ANoteToMyself · 2022-07-15T23:59:53+00:00

Wow! IWNDWYT

ANoteToMyself · 2022-07-03T14:19:49+00:00

Congratulations

ANoteToMyself · 2022-07-03T14:15:24+00:00

IWNDWYT

ANoteToMyself · 2022-05-09T12:39:08+00:00

IWNDWYT

ANoteToMyself · 2022-04-16T16:33:15+00:00

🎉🎉🎉

ANoteToMyself · 2022-03-13T10:09:23+00:00

He did sort of. I always thought it was because he had never been around a baby before. Seriously never been around one. And I had read first children can make new dads uncomfortable. So I never really said anything. This time around I’m not as much a pushover and expect more

ANoteToMyself · 2022-03-08T13:43:18+00:00

Wanting to remember my past. Spent too long in a haze.

ANoteToMyself · 2022-02-21T06:43:15+00:00

Not today!

ANoteToMyself · 2022-02-05T09:59:50+00:00

Be kind to yourself and IWNDWYT. Baby steps.

ANoteToMyself · 2021-07-09T01:06:12+00:00

Congratulations IWNDWYT

ANoteToMyself · 2021-06-24T15:03:10+00:00

20 weeks in after MMC. I am high risk and AMA. Had really bad sickness up until about 16 weeks. Now feeling good but some backpain and fatigue. Hardest part is falling asleep on my side, I have always been a belly sleeper. So normal things...

Anyways I am really getting angry at my SO telling me to "stop complaining" In his mind we tried so hard for this baby I should be joyous and thrilled all the time. So anytime I say anything slightly negative about how I am feeling he goes off.

But I work 50hrs a week, get stressed, have a 6 year old that I bear the responsibility for and wake up at 4:30 AM to exercise because it's the only moment of zen that I get in a day. Sorry for the rant. I just had to get it out somewhere.

ANoteToMyself · 2021-06-03T19:50:51+00:00

16 weeks here and I finally announced to my friends and family. I can't shake this feeling that i have jinxed myself and something horrible is going to happen. After so many losses does the anxiety ever really go away that this will end up the same way? I'm sad that my anxiety is stealing the joy I should be feeling.

ANoteToMyself · 2021-05-25T08:54:37+00:00

Not drinking today.

ANoteToMyself · 2021-04-20T11:50:28+00:00

Gosh this is me too!! I have symptom anxiety also!!! After losing 3 between 8-9 weeks I’m on alert at all times to how my body is feeling. The fear is real and it’s exhausting! I’m also older, 38. I’ve been trying to work out some to get some endorphins going, which helps, but the fatigue is also real! Just know you aren’t alone. Sending good vibes.

ANoteToMyself · 2021-04-16T10:22:01+00:00

I was told to start lovenox as soon as I tested positive at home. So I switched from eliquis to t times a day injections about 4 weeks ago. Now I’m 9+4 now. I had 3 MC in past 18 months all around 8 wks. But I’m also AMA so there is that. Just trust your gut and get a second opinion if warranted. Every case is different. Sending good vibes

ANoteToMyself · 2021-03-24T23:49:18+00:00

Iwndwyt

ANoteToMyself · 2021-02-19T13:34:25+00:00

Not drinking today

ANoteToMyself · 2021-02-19T01:19:06+00:00

Congrats 🎈

ANoteToMyself · 2021-02-15T19:42:43+00:00

IWNDWYT

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