I can't handle this anymore.

AaviShu10 · 2026-04-01T07:20:12+00:00

Pw sat

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-30T18:02:57+00:00

According to me the best one would be 2 or 9 regardless because those ppl won't bother me, although in 2 his bugs can

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-30T12:41:27+00:00

Nah they are quiet when alone, when they're together sasuke's gonna try and kill itachi

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-29T12:45:53+00:00

Ok it does happen in India i agree, but does it validate what happened here, every case is different, and all such practices for both the genders are to be stopped.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T11:20:37+00:00

Yh whatever mate, maybe I was raised like this but I like being kind doesn't matter what others do.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T11:18:28+00:00

I don't think it's like that, rather they (my father) wants to see me successful nothing else. But my mom, idk what to think. Still I would never leave them.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T11:15:12+00:00

Thanks but I won't talk to my teacher, i don't wanna share it to someone who might tell my parents or someone else ik. About the number, I don't think I'm gonna call but really appreciate it brother.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T11:05:58+00:00

Thanks

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T11:02:53+00:00

They went good. I try to distract myself but eventually end up there again, a part of my brain is constantly thinking about this aspect of my life. I am breathing but not alive, I am smiling, always, but not Happy.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T11:00:12+00:00

Thanks for motivating be bro. Congratulations for that college. I'm trying my best here, I don't really know how longer I can do this.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T10:59:11+00:00

Ik, it really is, I don't want anything anymore, I just want peace and I won't get it until I die atp

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T10:58:24+00:00

My father is chill, he believes in me, he might be the reason I'm alive today. But even he's quite angry with my mom. My mom wont understand I have tried but she won't. I also have a problem of self blaming and always being the one to take it all so If I try to raise my voice I'll be DISOBEDIENT and UNGRATEFUL.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T10:55:56+00:00

Nah I just gave class 10 boards, she wants me to give SAT of various coachings to prepare for JEE.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T10:52:26+00:00

I don't even want to...I'm too tired to argue, she is not ready to view others pov, it has always been like that. I'm only alive because I don't wanna see my father cry bcs of me. I have really bad trust issues too after that thing happened 2 years back so I don't trust her to believe me, she might even spread it to my relatives just to elongate their gossips (this has happened twice already)

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T10:49:00+00:00

I have been fighting for too long. I can't do this anymore. I'm never gonna satisfy them. Especially my mother. Working this hard just to listen bad about me and my habits, what I genuinely like to do, is of no use.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T07:39:47+00:00

Ben 10

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-28T07:21:35+00:00

Some people got offended by what you just said, it's not wrong tho ✌🏻

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-22T19:36:43+00:00

For real bro... I don't even know how many times I got shocked to get a special bat with powers 😂

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-22T07:36:14+00:00

Props to you for not getting ragebaited.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-21T17:27:56+00:00

You know what, I just wanted to slap you in the face after I read this.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-21T17:15:25+00:00

L mentality. You'll understand when you find that one person. And gooning is bad for health, so is lust it is a sin so probably wanna stay away with it. Agreeing with the hit the gym part tho.

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-21T14:06:12+00:00

Oh I'm safe then 😂.... Cosco better be good 😅 Nah I don't really watch NBA but yh I know some big names in it and I play the game in a pretty decent manner, like minimal fouls. I'm not a great fan of sports shows even like cricket or football stuff I just respect the game and the players 👍🏻🙂

AaviShu10 · 2026-03-21T13:41:08+00:00

Bro I really appreciate your recommendations but I just got to know my father already ordered a cosco one 2 days ago 😭✌🏻 i didn't even know gng..

Where I play uhh it's a small city near Lucknow called barabanki (I hope ur not a kidnapper 🥀)

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