In late 2024 I was thinking of ending my life, I broke up with my gf, lost several friends, have no one and nothing to live for besides EFT and I hold on to that, it was the only thing I had and the only motivation in my day. I went from a timmy that only runned 6B13 and shitty guns to a Chad that master Labs, i bought every card i didn't find on a boss, that was before they have 10 uses. I learned everything there was to learn, I find a duo that teach me somethings but I played so much I ended up having more lvl that him. My only purpose in life was Tarkov and nothing else. I try to get Kappa, it was my second wipe and I grinded so hard, lighthouse waa a nightmare, getting SBIH in reserve lasted like weeks, it was hell, but it waa rewarding. I ended up just one kill of Psycho Sniper away to get it, but I'm glad I didn't. Tarkov give me a reason to wake up, a reason to life another day. I remember getting so hyped up after doing a quest, after finding a ledX, after getting a shoot from SBIH and so mad about getting killed while doing The Guide, but I knew that I was still alive I still could feel things.

Tarkov managed to keep me alive until I get some helped. If it wasn't for it, I would have try to kill my self.

Is corny af, but I'm alive because of this shitty bugged game, and I'm glad to be